IAM THE ONE IAM
Selfless Self Love as Ever-Present Awareness ~ A Transparent Creator
A New Beginning, a new series.....
As we enter 2010, I feel now, after 40 blogs in the second series, The Alchemy Series,, it is time to begin anew, so to speak.
So series three I have chosen to call The True Being series in line with our moving more into expressing and experiencing ourSelves as the truth of who we each are.
Enjoy
Love Elizabethxx
The True Being Series # 14 13 April 2010 Shared with love through the music and lyrics of others Love Elizabethxx
IAM WHAT IAM, IAM THE ONE AND ONLY & I'M BEING IT MY WAY
Lyrics:
I am what I am
I am my own special creation
So come take a look
Give me the hook or the ovation
It's my world that I want to
have a little pride in
My world and it's not a
place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a damn till you can say
Hey world I am what I am
I am what I am
I don't want praise
I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise
I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each
feather and each spangle
Why not try and see things
from a different angle
Your life is a sham till you can say
Hey world I am what I am
I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the ace
Sometimes the deuces
It's my life and there's no
return and no deposit
One life, so it's time to
open up your closet
Life's not worth a damn till you can say
Hey world I am what I am
Lyrics:
I am the one and only, oh yeah
Call me, call me by my name or call me by number
You put me through it
I'll still be doing it the way I do it
And yet, you try to make me forget
Who I really am, don't tell me I know best
I'm not the same as all the rest
I am the one and only
Nobody I'd rather be
I am the one and only
You can't take that away from me
I've been a player in the crowd scene
A flicker on the big screen
My soul embraces one more in a million faces
High hopes and aspirations, and years above my station
Maybe but all this time I've tried to walk with dignity and pride
I am the one and only
Nobody I'd rather be
I am the one and only
You can't take that away from me
I can't wear this uniform without some compromises
Because you'll find out that we come
In different shapes and sizes
No one can be myself like I can
For this job I'm the best man
And while this may be true
You are the one and only you
I am the one and only
Nobody I'd rather be
I am the one and only
You can't take that away from me
I am the one and only
Nobody I'd rather be
I am the one and only
You can't take that away from meNB: Change gender references where applicable!!
Lyrics:
My Way:
And now, the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I've traveled each and every highway
But more, much more than this
I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
But more, much more than this
I did it my way
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now, as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say - not in a shy way
No, oh no not me
I did it my way
For what is a woman, what has she got
If not herself, then she has naught
To say the things she truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
The True Being Series # 13 26 March 2010 LIKE THE EARTH, ASCEND THE NATURAL WAY
If it's good enough for the earth, it's also good enough for YOU and ME. She follows her heart and feels it ALL!
How often to we see earth run off to doctors and hospitals for pills and potions, treatments and therapies?
Does earth need teachers and gurus, religions and governments to tell her what to do, how to behave?
Does earth get incarcerated for her natural acts of "violence" ~ commonly known as acts of God?
Earth is a creative dramatist and a genius at it. She regularly creates dramas as part of her ascension process of realignment and integration of the new energies.
She doesn't need to go to see a Shakespearian drama to watch a creation of "The Bard" for she just writes her own on a regular basis!
She quakes daily and occasionally creates massive ones like those recently in Haiti and Chile.
Then too, she erupts and lets her burning lava flow.
She lets her forests burn, rivers flood, winds blow at hurricane force and seas rise and fall in turbulent ways. All this and more as part of her natural realignment and integration process as she is ascending.
Does she feel guilty or ashamed or blame herSELF for these actions?
No, of course not.
Does she apologise for these actions?
Again, no, for she, in full trust, is in conscious awareness of who she is and allows herSELF to flow, no matter how she shows up.
In fact she is held in great esteem and highly respected and honoured when she blows and erupts, floods and burns.
A supremely natural creator, she sees value in ALL aspects of herSELF and loves herSELF enough to express and experience fully ALL of her feelings and creations. And she does not judge or condemn herSELF in any way.
Perhaps we as aspiring human angels should observe more earth's behaviour and learn from her.
Perhaps it may be a wiser choice ~ surely a freer and more healthy option at least ~ for us to blow and erupt, burn and flood a bit more often than we do, rather than align with the pharmacy companies receiving their goods and services for our resentment cancers and attacks on the heart and other unhealthier options.
Or too, running off to be psychoanalysed, guru-ed or taught.
Life ItSELF is a natural process as is ascension/evolution.
Like earth, each of us is a naturally creative genious, writing our life's script (drama) each and every moment.
Like earth, in BEing OneSELF, it seems to Me, the natural way is the easiest and best option.
We are beginning to write a new script now of course, yet the dramas of old are still playing out to the final act and the coming down of the final curtain call.
As we continue the realignment into Unity Consciousness, perhaps it could be a wise choice to follow earth's ongoing supremely and divinely natural example and in so doing, birth ourselves into our glorious and magnificent butterfly SELF.
Shared in love and joy, freedom and truth
Elizabethxx
The True Being Series # 12 25 March 2010 YOU ARE A SOLE CREATOR CREATING A NEW SOUL From scratch we are each beginning again. NOW is the time. A new block of granite or marble is before us from which a masterpiece awaits creation. From this: to this: or this: YOU are there........well almost...... Keep chipping away at the block, for your true beauty and elegance is awaiting full exposure. YOU are the artist of your life and YOU are your greatest Creation. Create a Masterpiece! Which One are YOU? Personally, I am wondering about something like this even for it has an unknown quality about it which words cannot define! Infinite potential awaits. Express YourSELF in the fullness of Your BEING. Experience every facet of your Creation. You can even remodel YourSELF or even modify YourSELF in any NOW moment. YOU ARE an ongoing fascination of Life experimenting, expressing and experiencing ITSELF. Enjoy creating the masterpiece that YOUARE for YOUARE a limitless, endless and timeless CREATOR CREATING CREATION in whatever shape or form or shapeless or formless way YOU desire. Shared in love and joy, freedom and truth Elizabethxx
The True Being Series # 11 23 March 2010
IS IT THE STATUS QUO OR FOLLOWING ONE'S HEART?
You can guarantee that the choice to follow One's heart is and will be challenged in all corners, blue and red, orange and green, especially if One's choice is not even in the flow of what is, even in "spiritual" circles, the status quo!!
I long gave up the status quo in order to follow my heart and it has not been an easy road for sure. Yet the clearer I come to being MySelf, I am finding it much more a pleasurable trip now....easier, and certainly freer.
The choice of the simple life several years ago has made this so.
It does not always mean it is acceptable even to those of like heart-mind!!
Of recent times, in being true to MySelf, I have been banned from here and suspended from there. I have experienced being "gaily abandoned" and have left behind many a situation and circumstance.
I've left behind too, by choice, those close and near and distant.
Folks come into One's life for a reason, a season and a lifetime, so it is said. This includes "blood" family, of course.
I long left behind the "lifetime" bit, for life is eternal and infinite.
I was on vacation recently and while there I heard Charlene's wondrous early 1980s song on the local "British" radio (in Spanish territory):
"I've been to Georgia and California etc....................but I've never been to Me"
The reason and the season scenarios are coming thick and fast presently... Short and sweet, in and out. Gone forgiven and forgotten.
For The One IAM, in the moment of NOW, this is all that is relevant presently.
More and more IAM finding that which is relevant to me is ME, in the experience of MYSELF as the Ocean in the Drop, the Grain of Sand as the Beach, The All There Is as the Whole in One, The One IAM.
In feeling, experiencing and expressing more and more this wholeness of my Beingness, I know IAM enough and all that I require.
This is my Soul's infinite choice for NOW, to BE the experience/expression of ALL THERE IS, The Ocean as the Drop, OneSelf as a Grain of Sand. And I honour IT.
I honour who IAM, I unconditionally accept who IAM and am going with the flow of BEING who IAM as MYSELF in Its full Presence.
Of course it goes against the flow of many, yet for me it is going with the flow of who/what I choose to Be as the All There IS as the ONESELF IAM.
In leaving the status quo behind, even within the circle of those of like heart/mind, IAM THAT IAM and IAM is the wind beneath my wings as I fly.
In loving The One IAM, IAM ALL THERE IS as YOU.
Shared in love and joy, freedom and truth,
Elizabethxx,
The True Being Series # 10 21 March 2010 IAM (IS) THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS
We are in a time of coming into our own authenticity and sovereignty through balancing the polarities of duality into the harmonisation of Oneness and Unity Consciousness.
I've been watching the many Jonathan's* flying by today and noticing how they glide and move with such grace and ease in the present gentle currents of the equinox breezes.
You know, there is no need to struggle to fly. It is more about allowing One to Be who One is........no matter the moment, no matter how One show's up. Just BE, regardless.
Forget about what is society acceptable... just Be, express and experience who one is in each moment, regardless of consequences.
There is no right or wrong. All just is, for The One as All There Is is here to experience and express All There is to express and experience.
I don't go along with ego and personality "parasite", for such is judgment.
ALL is divinely created and has served us well yet is now in "retraining" to a new place of service for the highest good.
We've been straight-jacketed for too long to express/experience how and as society deems acceptable....
No longer... we are now beyond that.
We are born free to BE who we each are
I have been considering this of recent days and feel IAM THE ONE IAM however I show up in any given situation, any moment, any way.
Till we allow ourselves to be who we are fully and freely, there is no way that we will transition beyond past and future to Infinite Potential of The Presence/Present as NOW.
IAM/YOUARE is the wind beneath My/Your Wings and IAM The One IAM... YOUARE The One YOUARE, society accepted/acceptable or not.... more often not accepted/acceptable, which says more about society than ME/YOU. Such are the belief systems and concepts of how One "should" be than Just Being who One is.
IAM presently into experiencing and expressing who IAM as The One IAM as the whole experience and expression, the Quantum Hologram of Life, the macro as the micro, the ocean as the drop, the grain of sand as the beach.
There is NO separation and has never been... just an illusion we have seen to be real.
From there, deep within MySelf, the ripple in the pond reaches out. Yet I choose to experience and express MySelf first and foremost as The One IAM.......
IAM largely flying with ease and grace in this process..........at times "confused" by societal expectations of who I "should" BE rather than BEing who IAM, yet all part of the learning and growing into the conscious ME as The One IAM.
Flying free allows One to BE who One Is regardless in any moment...........society accepted/acceptable or not........
I love what Brenda Hoffman shares in her blog @ this link:
http://thecreatoriam.ning.com/profiles/blogs/look-beyond-the-spring-equinox?xg_source=activity
Be OneSelf NOW, no matter WHAT...........for not to do so, continues the straight-jacket repression of emotions long deemed unacceptable....
I have walked with my Shadow for the past few years and know full well the implications of this.
IAM becoming clearer in this process which is leading to full transparency and clarity.
There are no secrets now.... nothing can be hidden. There are no locked doors.
In this process, it allows one to bring into perfect balance and realignment ALL THAT IS from Original Roots @ Time of Creation We are now conscious creators.... more of the same or something new?
“You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.” — R. Buckminster Fuller
New is my choice, yet I know that balance and harmonisation is required.
So from here IAM beginning anew with the mighty and magnificent IAM Presence as the wind beneath my wings of flight.
It is NOT about what Ekara said or AA Michael or anyone else... off planet or on... it is about who IAM/YOUARE.... sometimes like it, sometimes not.....love it anyway.......... IAM THE ONE IAM,,, and so are YOU. LOVE YOURSELF Flying free in love and peace, joy and freedom. Elizabeth xx
* Jonathans of course are referring to Jonathan Livingston Seagull (s), (the famous book by Richard Bach), a longtime mentor in my life
The True Being Series # 9 19 March 2010 ONESELF AS A GRAIN OF SAND As I write, I observe the cool, calm waters of the sea moving gently, fluidly, in ever-changing directional currents and becoming small waves breaking onto the sand and in places granite rock.
I live at The Shore (hotel/guesthouse) right on the shore with the ocean literally the width of the road away.
The shore is where the ocean meets the land... the point of connection with an overlap of one to the other - the merging if you will.
The sand on the shore, the beach, is an expanse of infinite billions of individual grains of sand, each unique in the expression of their beingness, each whole, complete and perfect in their individual differences and none accountable to another in so being. Together they form the space called the beach.
The granite rock, the foundation underlying it all periodically emerges from beneath expressing its strength and might. It is from this granite each individual grain of sand became through the constant ebb and flow of the oceans of time .
The essence of the beach, comprises the smoothness of all these infinite grains and is pleasurable to journey upon. Yet it is the individual grains of sand in their uniqueness which make up the constant changing format of the beach. And the beach is fully present within each grain of sand
The gentle waves continue to break in the ebb and flow, the everchanging movement of life everlasting. The beach never remains the same as the constant movement enables the shifting sands of time to move there place and space, resettling awhile, knowing however that another shift, another move, is imminent.
The shore is the place to be it seems.
So is there one Absolute Truth? Or is there infinite Truths? Or is there no Truth?... in the end, does it really matter?...
Perhaps it is more about the individual freedom to Be...OneSelf as a grain of sand.
In love joy and freedom
Elizabeth xx
The True Being Series # 8 18 March 2010
WINDS OF CHANGE
The end of the zodiacal year is almost upon us and the spring/autumnal equinox is sequentially simultaneous with it.
Outside my window I observe the ocean stirring after weeks of calm. In fact I could "read" its "undercurrents" days before the winds began to blow. And a'blowing she is my hearties and whipping the sea into a lather. The waves are running free atop the sea to crash upon the rocks on the shoreline.
What is occurring to stir up such a flow?
I have noticed once again that with each low tide, the beach outside my window is littered with small rocks coming forth from the ocean floor and dumped ashore. This tells me that deep down there is even more cleansing occurring. Not just mySelf, but also the mass consciousness of humanity too. Cellular memory is continually being purified, the slate is in ongoing cleansing.
I feel so blessed to have such a fluid expression right before my eyes each day for it inspires me to continue to search deep within for what may still be there obstructing me from full expression and experience of my own divine sovereignty.
I am fully aware that I still have "work" to do, like most of us of course, but these days this "work" is more just being in a continued quiet surrendering space to all there is and allowing all to be and accepting it all as it is.
My ongoing passion for quietness and stillness, silence and, for the most part, soulitude, is fully engaged and even more so now as the energies whip up their intensity.
This coming weekend, 20/21 March, 2010, it has been shared through many sources, is a cosmic trigger weekend beginning another huge wave of potent energy downloads, the like of which the planet has never seen before, at least since Atlantean times.
One can rest assured in the knowing that these energies will reach into all those deep, dark corners, surfacing onto One's "beach" all those "rocks"awaiting dissolution, transforming, transfiguring, the beach to once again become one of white sand!
So the winds of change are upon us again as we leap through the equinox into the new astro year with the child-like fire sign of Aries.
Creators we each are and with all these new energies to play with along with the added bonus of the freshness of spring, new life awaits once again, to be explored and experimented with as we continue to practice being the conscious creators we each are.
And yet this time it is different. There is an added magic in the air releasing an anticipation of newness like never before experienced or expressed. And from the centre point, the heart of all things, we live in the moment, each NOW moment, sequentially and simultaneously. Ahhhh, the paradox.
Allowing the winds of change to blow, a deeper awareness springs forth, more transparency is apparent and a more authentic expression of who we each are becoming as we claim our sovereignty as the conscious creators of our great and magnificent lives is evidenced.
Time again to celebrate
In love, joy and freedom
Elizabethxx
The True Being Series # 7 12 March 2010
THE JOY OF HOMECOMING
As I flew out of London yesterday morning on the last leg of my journey home from my holiday in the sun, the sky was overcast and dark grey and the temperatures were very chilly to say the least.
On board the plane to Isle of Man, a relatively short 1 hour flight, leaving behind this dull picture, the captain announced that Manxland was bathed in a clear, cloudless day of brilliant sunshine with sparkling seas and a fairly "mild" temperature of 10C and my heart jumped for joy for I could picture its beauty before my eyes.
The heat of the Canaries while wonderful to experience again, after years away from such temperatures, had reinforced to me that I thrive far better these days in the cooler climes.
As I flew closer to home the picture the pilot had painted was so easy to envision and I allowed myself to savour its grandeur and wonder fully.
As we flew in over the Calf of Man I looked north-east and embraced the spine of hills running the length of the Isle, and saw snowcapped Snaefell in the distance.
The whole Isle was visible and I felt a surge of excitement that this Isle is "home" - reflecting the home within of course....
As we flew lower over Port St Mary I saw almost directly below, my abode on the bay shore shining in the sun by the sea awaiting my return.
Bay ny Carrickey which I have viewed from my window for the past 18 months was a bright blue calmness, the sun providing rainbow sparkles as far as my eyes could see.
My very simple lifestyle, my creation over a long period, has me in a space of "holiday in the sun" (and may other weather variations too of course!!) every day, realised even more so now.
I've travelled the world extensively over the years and see that for me the real travel now continues to be of the inner variety.
Closer to landing, I just knew that my outer home reality reflected my inner space in all joyous grandeur.
The cool crispness, the scenic beauty, the wondrous contrasts, the All There Is in the Oneness of this majestic place within the grandness of the expansiveness of the bigger picture.
Yet the bigger picture too is fully reflected here. The reality of home within home where choices play the part of where one wishes to experience life.
Touch Down... and I feel Home's wonder reflected in this magical place.
My Heart Within. My Heart Without. The One and the Same.
While I am deeply grateful for my recent warm sunny experience in the Canaries, I am especially grateful for the ongoing cooler sunny experience of home here on the Isle of Man, where my heart feels restfulness and quiet and is my place and space to Just Be.
Photographer Jon Wornham www.island-images.co.uk
Shared in quiet restfulness and a gratitude of homecoming.
Love Elizabethxxx
{Anyone interested in viewing the IOM from the air, take a tour via this link:
http://www.island-images.co.uk/Aerial3/zAerial.html
Click on "Start the Tour"}
The True Being Series # 6 5 March 2010
FUN-SHINING IN THE SUN
{Note... this was written while on holiday in Fuerteventura, Canary Isles}
Goodness, it is no wonder I left Queensland (Australia) back in 2003. I had forgotten how the sun had me function physically at almost zero pace!!
In moving to the Isle of Man, a much colder climate, I am warm from within for therein the sun shines.
This week on Fuerteventura (Canary Islands) has seen me be reminded of that outer heat once again.... phew.
Fun-shining here has become like in Queensland more and more as the week has progressed... zero pace, almost... snail's pace, yes.
At such pace, where is the fun?
For me at least, it is not about physical movement, but more about stillness and quiet restfulness. And this is exactly where I have found myself, and loving it immensely.
Here on Fuerteventura the pace of life is very slow, reflecting my inner space perfectly, the ideal spot to experience just Being.
No rushing around for this humble lass. And in a quiet space of inner contentment I am letting it be so for my body cannot take the sunbaking it once did, but more it thrives on the shade and cool breezes, rest and still eases.
Those that I have travelled here with are the opposite in that they love the sun and are more active and joyful in its warmth. Thus they are fun-shining the opposite way to me.
All being true to Self, we have all honoured this and gone off and done that with reflects the truth for each of us. A beautiful universal creation each being happy in one's own way and joyfully being in the process.
Fun-shining is sun-shining in a way that reflects one's heart.
As I write, a gentle breeze blows as a butterfly flies by, a pair of doves caress each other on the wall in the distance and a quiet stillness prevails.
Shared in my quiet space of stillness and restfulness
Love Elizabethxx
The True Being Series # 5 16 February 2010 AN OCEAN OF SILENCE I continue to observe the ocean of my life's dream, that which I live moment by moment. A stillness pervades this ocean of consciousness, where Being in this Temple of Silence is a fluidity, a melding, an invitation, an embracement. A gentle wave rolls ashore to a beach of soft sands and pebbles, each grain and pebble unique in its signature yet blended as one to receive the glory of the anointing. Yet One swims away from the shoreline into the depths to surround Self more fully with the feeling of IAM in One's midst. Surrendering deeper still One finds the ocean floor of silent memory, a magnificence of sovereign Being the gentle Soul within ItSelf. This watery garden of elegant beauty feeling ItSelf in this space. So still is this Sacred Temple of Silence. In the depths of mystery and holiness is this sacred watery garden of the gods. In gentleness and silent stillness Is The One IAM Shared with Love and Joy, Elizabeth xx
The True Being Series # 4 14 February 2010
AFLOAT UPON THE OCEAN CURRENTS
The sea outside my window continues to inspire me. I watch its movements, its in and out breath, and notice the slight ripples on the surface are moving away from the shore this morning, inviting me to ride atop them in full trust.
The sea has been amazingly calm for the past couple of weeks and the days this past week so still, gloriously sunny with brilliant blue skies, all so very unusual for this time of the year when more often than not it is more usual for wild storms to be raging and the waves to be washing my windowpane!
Photo from: http://sojournerky.files.wordpress.com/2009/09/dsc06397.jpg
Recently messages have been coming to me to "leave the shore" (and "The Shore" just happens to be the name of the hotel I live in permanently right on the shoreline) and not to return to "the coast" (which just happens to be the name of a bistro I regularly have lunch in, in town!) and of course my initial take on this was that a physical move is/was being mooted, away from the shoreline/coastal area to living more inland, which of course I have no problem with either...
However I am now realising that this is a higher calling to fully let go of the tethering to the "solid land" and instead become afloat, in full trust, on the currents of the ocean of life, allowing myself to be moved along, rather than in control of the outcome, knowing that all is being taken care of, that I am fully supported, that all undercurrents are being smoothed and soothed, (based on the past few days, this is VERY TRUE!) and BE like a magnificent swan, floating in all sovereignty and majesty into eternity.
"Serenity" Ralph Courtie, Isle of Man
I must admit this is rather scary, yet too, I know that contentment, serenity, silent grace and quiet ease are the offering being tended, so how can one refuse to accept!
Control and surrendering of it, seems to be a theme in many writings presently.
On another network I have been observing a mighty struggle around control at a particular forum I used to partake in, but no longer do so as these energies I choose now not to be part of....
I am seeing in this observance of how little use control in any form now is, but rather a total release, total surrender is the way to BE.
Yes I was aware of this of course, but with more and more clarity, one comes to realise the impact of total surrender upon oneSelf, one's life, one's Being.
It is a gradual process for most of us of course. No hurry, no rush. In the infinite moment, eternity is offering ItSelf.
I feel the quiet serenity of Being offering ItSelf, a soulful experience, a graceful movement of silvery moonlight sliding across indigo waters.
Photo from: http://www.monchalee.com/
Afloat the waters of eternity, Life wishes to live ItSelf in me and through me and having Its Beingness in so doing, the ocean currents to guide me safely and securely to where IAM to BE.
Love Elizabethxx
The True Being Series # 3 9 January 2010
I GIVE UP
I give up!! I give MySelf up! I am losing MySelf in order to find MySelf!
Lauren Gorgo's message of her first week of 2010 almost replicates mine and it seems many others too. I wrote the following in an email to a dear friend yesterday:
"Funnily enough I don't see any of it as a limitation in the slightest, in fact I see it as total freedom coming to BE, Now. Really I do. I have always felt (in the overall scheme of things that is) that this whole process is all about freedom, nothing less, and we have always been free in truth, just not aware of it....
And this morning while contemplating it all as One, I realised it is about embracing it ALL into the One IAM for it is All NOW, through transforming the body by "dying" to live, literally. and I really experienced that "dying" bit earlier in the week...it was like going to hell and back...one has to move through all the feeling stuff in order for the transformation to occur......step by step by step....this is the ascension of all matter in my way of understanding, hence my understanding it as a freedom, not a limitation.
Jesus said we must be born again and in order for that to occur one dies to the old to be born again anew...new wine can only be stored in new wine skins.(this latter referring to the embodiment of the soul as Veronica/Eloheim talk about).and one must lose oneself in order to find oneself....and so on...been contemplating Self and No Self today in line with that last statement...lose oneself in order to find oneself...like giving oneself up when you are "guilty" of a "crime", living the "fraudulent life of separation" so to speak..that is what all this "guilt, shame and blame is" ...so today I am giving mySelf up totally, completely....in so doing, I am letting mySelf go, ...this tightness in the heart area it has come to me is attachment to mySelf and my holding onto mySelf...(old self) ... and in letting mySelf go, I trust I will find mySelf again, obviously in a new way.....will be interesting to see where this leads....so I surrender wholly and completely ..I give up, I surrender!!
You will see of course much play on words in the above...."
Since I wrote that I see that what I am giving up is the "prison sentence" I have given mySelf who now wishes to be born free in full demonstration. The inner butterfly, cocooned for so long now wishes to fly at last.
So another analogy which came to me is that we are getting too expanded for this bodysuit-cocoon "prison" which we have "worn" as a womb for so long and now it is time to give birth to the freedom-loving gentle butterfly we are and the body is morphing to accommodate this. No more the caterpillar crawling along the ground, but instead, light and free and gentle as a snowflake, flying from here to there is lightness of joy and love.
{Artwork by Catherine.. thank you dear sisterxx}
Like the clouds "hanging" in the sky, totally self supporting and each enough unto themselves, they float upon the currents of Life, breezing along in JOY, morphing and shapeshifting, dematerialising and rematerialising whereever and however and whenever and whatever they wish to BE. Their grace and ease is apparent, very transparent in fact. So clear it is see-through! Yet together as One, there is a kaleidescope of majestic and dynamic depth and colour, sensation and magnificence. Self sovereign each, and too Sovereign as One.
The merging and emerging is continuous, like the inhale and exhale of the breath.
In giving themselves up, they become THEMSELVES - uniquely individual, perfectly and freely forming continually, harmonising with All as One as All.
I give up. I am giving MySelf up. I am losing MySelf in order to find MYSELF.
Shared in love of freedom, in joy of truth,
With grace and ease IAM BE(COM)ING
Elizabethxxx
The True Being Series # 2 3 January 2010
GAZING IS AMAZING
My window looks out over the sea and the sky as many of you know and over the past 18 months or so I have been blessed with this wondrous expansive view in all its myriads of changes and moods. Magical and magnificent...
My window is divided in two and the lower half is sea view, the upper sky view, the horizon being hidden by the window bar.
Over the past few days I have found mySelf gazing with even more awareness than usual alternatively at the sea then the sky but with more intensity at the sky for some reason for it has a "feeling" about it, a specialness, a glorious light.
The sea has been so calm recently, millpond-like, and the gulls and ducks (from the nearby river) have all been just floating atop the gentle slightly rolling swells fully supported.
The skies have been a sea of clouds (forgive the pun!) of all varieties... wispy, voluminous white and some dark grey and rain-filled, others filled with snow waiting to fall, and blue patches between them all through which the sun shines and radiates its golden glory upon them all....
I have been contemplating these clouds for hours watching their changing faces then gazing at their reflections in the sea while at the same time observing the ducks and gulls just continuing to float their days away.
On looking back at the clouds, I notice them all just hanging there if you will, floating totally unsupported except unto themselves.
Then I gaze back down at the ducks and gulls floating too, except they are supported by the sea.
So what is it about the clouds which has them able to float "up there" with no support it seems. I gaze and contemplate this some more.
Clouds are continually morphing, shape-shifting, dematerialising and re-materialising, in a total new format constantly. I think... oh to be a cloud.
Then I remember Casey's video on her recent experience of levitation and simulation of teleportation and wonder......
Levitation is really floating, detached from all and just being in a state of suspended animation. In full and gentle surrender to and trust in OneSelf one releases all One's support-bases and becomes Self-supporting, totally free of any outside requirement. Self-reliant, Self-dependent, Self-trusting, Self governing. Beyond all those traits, is full and unconditional Self-Acceptance and Self Love.
Like the clouds, in full release and hanging loose, One is fully free to BE as and how one wishes....beyond that, One is free to come and go as one pleases beyond earthly support bases.
Oh, the wondrous blessings of being free to instantly shape-shift like a cloud and be like Jonathan Livingston Seagull, who, upon full Self-realisation of his perfection and unlimitedness, found himSelf in another place, with two green suns and in a strange environment!
I laugh when I think of just the earthly convenience One would have to wake up at sunrise and say I am off for a day in the sun in the Caribbean and BE there, instantly. No money required for plane tickets, no hassling around through airports and long flight journeys, no passports, no custom or immigration duties.... to think that one could just go to Bermuda or the Mediterrean or Australia or Hawaii, say for the day, sun on the beach and then return home again. Now THAT is freedom.
And of course just the beginning of infinite potential.....and having marvellous fun along the way practicing coming and going at will and thumbing the on-ground authorities who no longer have control over One's life!! There's the stars and the planets to explore, other universes and so on.... different realities and dimensions within realities and creating one's own reality to order....what potential, WOW.
Gazing is amazing The heart rises in the moment to explore the new. I think I will just continue gazing at the clouds awhile longer and see what else they offer me, while at the same time unconditionally accept Self-realisation Is Now.
In amazement
Elizabeth xx
The True Being Series # 1 31 December 2009
CLEARING THE GENE POOL
Messages have been coming through from many sources of recent times about beginning again with a blank slate which I see as the return to the purity of original creation, this time in the full conscious expression and experience of our true sovereign state as Creator Beings.
On a blank slate nothing is there. It is pure and clean. And it is from the space of purity and cleanliness we as Creator Beings are/will be creating anew.
Clarity is the word of the moment. Change this to transparent. We Be(come) "see through" so to speak, in full naked exposure!.
Ascension inbody involves us raising our vibrations to the point where the creator and creation are One in the moment.
We are at a point/coming to a point now of creating from this space, tentatively yet, in small daily ways as we "practice".
Of course we are still babes in arms so to speak in all of this and much is trial and error or rather, more correctly said, practice making perfect with readjustments of our creation/s being made along the way in the inner realms.....
My passion being my Self in full realisation, this is my creation work in progress so it is mySelf I am practising on rather than "out there" manifestations. My quiet alone lifestyle is such that "out there" in 3D has little impact upon me.
The past couple of days what has been coming through to me loud and clear is the words to "clear the gene pool, clear the gene pool" in repetitive tone from within me and I have been pondering its significence.
As a pure clean slate there is nothing there. One has NOTHING of influence from past, or future lives. These are wiped clean so to speak.
This sees One experiencing full transparency....being trans-parent, ap-parently, thus no "parental" (ancestral) influence. Gone are all concepts of mother/father/parent/child/gender and such which are linear structures of the old duality.
In the illusory world of the past where we have done the birth/death recycling programme, we have accumulated in our body's cellular memories, gene pool lineages of such that all are influencing us still, thus not giving us each the benefit of the purity of soul essence embodied as ONESELF in our own authentic and sovereign expression and experience.
I feel that for the essential divine nature to manifest physically as OneSelf as pure consciousness/soul embodiment, it is necessary to clear from one's body temple all generational influences of all past lineages...no matter who/what they may be....
Some speak of carrying the Michael energies, others Metatron, and still others the Ish continuum and that of the Marys....and of course there are many other such lineages.....we ALL carry an ancestral lineage of energies which are/have been accumulative. Such is a lineal structure of old energies, now no longer applicable.
I feel that till all these lineages are cleared through the clearing of the energetic/ancestral gene pool one is carrying, one is not creating, consciously or otherwise, from the pure clean slate of Original Creation. Till then influences from all these other lineal sources will impinge upon us being our fullest and grandest majestic PURE SELF in expression and experience.
All lineages claimed and currently lived from are/will be no longer relevant for that is still an attachment to the past, is it not? Thus linear expression and not in the eternal infinite now of full conscious (vertical) expression and experience of ONESELF as an Original Self Sourced/Sourcing Creator being.
To BE the demonstrating expression and experience of the Original Whole in One, beginning once again in full conscious awareness of OneSelf as a clean and pure slate, as a SelfSourced/Sourcing Being, then clearing of the gene pool of all past ancestral/energetic lineages will do just this, allowing One fully to Be in the Present and Eternal Now in Love, Joy, Freedom and Truth.
How is the gene pool clearing done? Let go, let go, let go, let go, ad infinitum.....as Bashar in particular has been saying.
The genuine article of expression and experience as the Pure OneSelf authentically sovereign, will then Be an IBE (In Body Experience) not an OBE!.
Shared in Pure Truth of Being,
Love Elizabethxx
