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I am planning on offering a regular dose from my Silent WatcherSelf. They will come as I feel led to do so.
I see it as a way to help me deepen my connection with my inner silent WatcherSelf....some of you may see this as your Observer.....and in sharing it may help some of you also. .
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 40 27 July 2009 - RETREATING MORE INTO SELF In walking the path of Self, I am finding now that I require less and less contact with "out there". All I require IAM, Being more in each and every moment as ensoulment continues to merge and emerge, IAM retreating into MySelf be(com)ing who IAM, who I have always been, all ways. The "alone" path as All One as All There Is, as the ocean in the drop, the macrocosm in the microcosm, is one not many choose of course, however it is The One IAM finding benefits my eternal and infinite expansion and expression. The stripping back continues at an ever faster pace now. I find mySelf retreating into mySelf with divine natural awareness (DNA) and in so Being MySelf, the Observer is the one IAM living more and more. Yes, the old personality me "pops up" still in a last ditch stand to say "I still am" and I honour its anguish in its fear of abandonment and in so being love it even more into harmony and balance. There is no stress or strain, effort or force, for all is in natural attrition as the old life passes away. In gratitude IAM ever present in the stillness and silence of that deep inner place of peace, knowing MySelf as who IAM with more intimacy that ever. The only action required is to Be MySelf. In so Being, All Is, for IAM The Unknown Now as The One Known. The One, Known as IAM Presence. IAM The Unknown, The One Known, The One, Known as IAM Presence. IAM The One IAM IAM That IAM Ahhhhhhh, sweet peace. In love, joy and freedom Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 39 24 July 2009 - TRANSFORMING ARROGANCE!
One of the key areas of the original "wound" of separation I am currently "working on" is arrogance and all thats related, and it is very in my face at the moment! Not being reflected by others, but being reflected to me by mySelf in some of my recent "actions". As I explore mySelf deeper and deeper, I am finding that this pure Self mirror is dredging up that murky stuff which I have avoided in the past and choose no longer to push back down. Instead I wish to transform it all.
And I must say it is not a nice thing to have to admit that yes I am arrogant and over-bearing and over-confident etc, at times however step one on the path of change is acknowledgement! So I am opening the door and allowing arrogance entry to be transformed by the heart of love.
It is commonly said that to change one is to love that which requires changing....now that is something I still have a little resistance to presently.....grin!!
So let's explore arrogance a little and see if we can help each other move through an attribute most of us carry to some degree or other...
So what is arrogance? An online dix gives this meaning with synonyms:
Arrogance (Ar"ro*gance) (#), n.
[F., fr. L. arrogantia, fr. arrogans. See Arrogant.]
The act or habit of arrogating, or making undue claims in an overbearing manner; that species of pride which consists in exorbitant claims of rank, dignity, estimation, or power, or which exalts the worth or importance of the person to an undue degree; proud contempt of others; lordliness; haughtiness; self-assumption; presumption. "I hate not you for her proud arrogance." Shak.
Synonyms: conceit, haughtiness, egotism, pride, overconfidence, superciliousness, self-importance, condescension
Mmmmmmmm......gonna take a bit to even like, let alone love some of those!!
However when one looks at the main antonym of arrogance, one can see the cleansing of all traces of such is ever so worthwhile. I acknowledge it is a process however.....
Antonym: humility...with different shades including meekness, modesty, humble
There is a mixed view about humility. Many get it misconstrued with humiliation which it is not at all....words like meekness, modesty, humble go a little way however these too have other connotations.
Genuine humility is such a joy to be around, when one is able to find it in another. Not many humans genuinely live this beautiful attribute, especially in the west, but it is often found in eastern men and women. There is of course lots of false modesty and false humility around however!!
A woman who lives this beautiful attribute is Dadi Janki, Co-administrative Head of the Brahma Kumaris World Spiritual University at Mt Abu, Rajastan, India. Feel the softest of grace she expresses here in this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gxaJCEUWwk
{I was part of BK for several years in Melbourne and here in IOM, but am no longer)
Dadi Janki wrote a beautiful book some years back which I once owned and loved but passed it on. It was called WINGS OF SOUL. In it she states that till all forms of arrogance are dissolved or transformed, genuine humility is not obtainable. So true.
Arrogance is of course rooted in fear and expressed as an aspect of anger of course while genuine humility is from the platform of pure Soul love or consciousness.
I remember listening to an interview Oprah did with Gary Zukov author of THE SEAT OF THE SOUL and a former Vietnam Veteran and he said that behind all anger is hurt to which I agree. I also contend that the hurt to which he refers is based on the Original Wound of Separation which is lived out again and again each incarnation at the cutting of the umbilical chord at birth.
So back to arrogance transforming to humility. Or perhaps it transforms naturally when the focus is upon the beauty of soul...of course, the ultimate cleansing is the healing of the Original Wound.
Shared in Love, Joy and Freedom
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 38 22 July 2009 - END OF THE LINE
Recently I was listening to the song sung by the Travelling Wilburys called END OF THE LINE, a great track of 1988, which I enjoyed immensely. We have come or are coming to the end of the line of what we have known in the past to be true as the life we have lived. Now things are changing.
I have long had powerful energetic experiences each year on 08/08 and today found mySelf receiving the number combination of 889 so checked our Doreen Virtue's "Number Sequences" to see what she had to say for 08/08/09. I must say I was impressed!!
She says:
"8's and 9's, such as 889 or 899 - Some significant phase in your life has come to an end, bringing with it other events that will also end in a domino effect. Like a train coming to the end of the line, one car will stop while the following train cars will take a moment to slow down before stopping. This number sequence is a message that you are going through a chain of events, where many parts of your life are slowing and stopping. Worry not, though, because these changes are necessary for new sequences and circumstances to begin for you"
How synchronistic and I could not agree more, for not only is this true for me, but also for all those of humanity who are awakened enough to know this too. Others will in time come to see this maybe.
I can only speak for mySelf however and that is where my focus is presently, and a recent chain of events I see mirrored in this communication of Doreen's, has been playing out in my life.
As one merges with Original Soul and emerges as SourceSelf more expansively expressed, One knows that the changes One has long awaited are here and now,
We are at the end of the line of the old illusory ways. We well and truly know this to be so. They are past their useby date. The modus operandi utilised by such ways no longer works, period.
Time now for the new. The New Earth Human is now birthing or morphing from within Self as a SelfSourced Being, whole, complete and perfectly formed. It is occurring supremely naturally through consciously allowing this process be. No doing need be done. The allowing, which is the active "doingness", is occurring through trusting all coming to view and this is so being in silence and stillness at least in my experience. All is as it is meant to be and in divine and perfect order.
With fear releasing, trusting Self comes naturally through the fragrance of universal love as the foundation of Life newly forming. Such foundation fully supports, fully embraces, fully understands.
The old platform of fear is extinct. The new plaform of Ascension, the Love Foundation, is ours' on which to stand and board the train of Eternity
We are at the end of the line. A new train awaits to be boarded taking us beyond where we have ever been. IAM already on board. Are You?
Shared in love, joy and freedom
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 37 21 July 2009 - BEING IN A WORLD OF "SECRETIVE" SOULS!!
As we each move more into the expanded life, the personality transformation continues to be part of the process.
Some months ago, I asked of IAM Self for help to release all residues of "what others thought of me" so I could move forward more boldy and Self-empowered in and as and of who IAM, free of all concern of "what others thought (of me)".
Most of us, if we are really honest with ourselves, still maintain reactive responses to how we are perceived by others. This of course is the old personality still playing a part in the scheme of things. To live in limitless freedom, release of concern of what others think and feel about one is part of the transformation
Have you ever had the feeling others are talking/whispering/writing about you "behind your back" or being all "secretive" in your presence?
I am presently in the middle of a world of whispering souls and loving it! In my local environment, in a couple of online forums, and in another personal situation I have been involved in recently. Being that my life is very simple, this about sums up my life's full complement actually!
In my observer role, this whole scenario is the help I sought for my own cleansing, so I give thanks as I move through and release some extremely deep-seated feelings, which I was not even aware were present, with amazing ease and grace. These old feelings no longer serve the highest good so transforming them IAM.
"Secrets" and "gossiping" are one of the duality life's "gifts" which really says more of the "gossipers" than it does of the person/s being spoken of, yet it is an opportunity to move beyond the effects of such when seen as a gift to claim one's freedom and empowerment rather than stay stuck in the old realm of the "approval of others" syndrome!
There is a saying I read early on in my conscious journey that goes something like this: "What others think of me is none of my business and what I think of others is none of theirs"
This is all very 3D I know, yet is part of the growth we are all being asked to make in order that the personality is purified and transformed. It is part of the old root chakra stuff of safety and security in numbers (the sheep/herd mentality), rather than being who One is as All There Is and re-cognising and acknowledging One's wholeness as "IAM What IAM, IAM my own special creation" as Shirley Bassey sings!.
For eons we have lived our lives based on the expectations and approval of others. This is over. We can now claim the freedom to be ourSelf/ves in full glory of who we are created to be/creating ourSelf/ves to be, by releasing ourSelf from such an old and out-dated attachments.
It is also wonderful knowing that as we move more and more into full openness, secrets are no longer possible, and gossiping rebounds as instant karma on those active in it!
So I have been observing mySelf these past few weeks as the original "wound" opens up more and more for (re)alignment as who IAM and in so doing I am grateful for this opportunity to become freer than I have ever been.
The world of secrets and gossiping is no more as transparency and openness, honesty and trust, appreciation and value, worth and honour, respect and love of Self and All Life radiates forth. There is of course work to be done in the great work of alchemy so in being true to Self first and foremost, One journeys forth into the bright and new sunny day.
Shared in love, joy and freedom
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 36 20 July 2009 - THE TIDE IS HIGH AND RISING
Shared in Love, Joy & Freedom
Elizabethxx
As I look out my window the tide across the road is very high this morning and I am experiencing along with it an expansion of rising higher than I have ever been.
There is an expansive opening occurring like never experienced before. A doorway is flung open wide with such flourish the doors have fallen away and keys are now no longer required for there are no doors to lock now.
This expansion, a flow of gentleness, enveloping me as I write, comes from within this Self-Sourced Being of beauty, elegance and grace that IAM. The ocean of consciousness, the whole as the drop, merging to emerge once again as Original Beingness
Blessings fill the air and the wind sings softly the sweetest lullaby soothing the Soul, bringing to the face a contentment and serene smile..
The gulls glide on the currents without a wing movement, and I feel within the ongoing inner glide of surrender, becoming more of all that IAM as All There Is. Ahhhh, such tranquillity, the blissful place of knowing that OneSelf IAM is all that I need Be.
There is no more, for IAM It All, yet this All is infinite and eternally expanding. A further sweet release fills my heart, opening it even wider on wings of gentle joy
The tide is high and rising and IAM rising with it in perfect blendedness and in limitless freedom of Being.
The Silent Watcher # 35 10 July 2009 - THE PROMISE I MADE http://www.metrolyrics.com/the-promise-lyrics-girls-aloud.html
Shared in Love, Joy and Freedom as One, Al(l)one Becoming.
I woke up this morning singing the refrain (or part thereof) of the Girls Aloud number THE PROMISE, embraced in the title of this blog. I wondered why for at the time I could not remember the name of the song or who sang it....a google search remedied that.
Go here for the lyrics:
{There are many YouTube video versions of it, but where I live, copyright conditions do not allow me to listen to it online....but do a YouTube search through google of "The Promise Girls Aloud YouTube" and you may be able hear this catchy number. It really is great!}
OK, then my next wonder was, why would I be singing this as I am not into him/her relationships presently, preferring the genderlessness of soul/spirit, the passive/active principle/s.
I deliberated awhile and wham......my IAM SoulSelf came through with the present/ce answer!
It is all about the passive/active principle (some prefer feminine/masculine) of Self....the being/doing, the allowing/accepting, the merge/emerge.
The "she" (passive) in these lyrics is the SoulSelf speaking to the "he" (active) FormSelf (ie Soul Temple = Temple of the Soul, the Body!)...the merge of Soul with Matter emerging as Unified Soul in Form, fully manifested! One as All There Is, wholly, holy, completely and perfectly exemplified in all innocence and purity as Universal Love.
So to the promise I made - the I being the SoulSelf!
The promise I made was to love "You", ie the Temple Body. The Passive loving fully The Active be(com)ing the Unified One in so doing. The Alchemy of Life! I have long known about my potential of physical immortality and for this I am grateful.
I have been writing lots recently on the Temple of Soul ('o Man-kind) which unless built on the foundation of Love, does not stand a chance. Very few can say at this point they wholly/holy Love their Body, (ie physical body as the pure and holy temple that it is).
The fear base on which this body has long been created, being birthed literally through the root chakra (birth canal) based on concepts of fear and separation, is built on shifting sands. Thankfully this platform/foundation is changing now to one of Universal Love. What a blessing!!
As we move more into the ascension paradigm, when life becomes interesting (see video of Eloheim through Veronica - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVLA3P-ByrY ) rather than living life through the old paradigm platform, things really begin to change at last. Thank God!
However the foundational change comes only when the shift is made at the BASE LEVEL!!!
So when, and only when, the foundation, (the base level of the root chakra and all that it stands for) has fully shifted to the ascension/Universal Love platform, then and only then will things really move forward with consistency, with stablility. The as above actually IS so below, at last!
Presently we are vascillating between both paradigms....love and fear...for that is what transition is.....and that is OK and in pure divine order for All Just Is.
So the key for me at least, is the "root of all life" shift....the full release of all that is NOT of Universal Love and so be(com)ing an expressed foundational establishment (temple) of purity and innocence, love, joy and freedom, fully Self-empowered as the Love Foundation on which the Temple housing my Soul will be(come) when in full alignment as it is created to Be. The expanding expression of Soul in Form.
Present imbalances are working their way out (the transition) and in so doing, the empty space created provides the opportunity (a portal of unity) for the establishment of Love Universal - the All There is in and as One, uniquely expressed.
So the Promise I (Self) made? To Love (my Temple) and Be Love (my SoulSelf fully expressing through my Temple in form)
Shakespeare wrote all those years ago...."To Be or Not to Be, that is the question?"
To Love or Not to Love....the question and answeras One! The Ultimate Choice presenting ItSelf as No Choice! The Promise inevitable as Universal Love is inevitable!
IAM the question and the answer of All That IAM, Here and Now - EST IAM IS HERE
The Promise I Made, the Promise I Created as Creator creating creation, through accepting the gift - My (unique expression of)Self - IAM and letting it Be(come).
IAM that Promise! I made it, I created it. And so are You, as IAM.
In the pure innocence, purity and silence of Being, IAM - SoulSelf merging and emerging.
And So It Ish!
Elizabethxxx
The Silent Watcher # 34 9 July 2009 - NO MORE SECRETS Elizabethxx
No more secrets....... there is nothing to hide.... in fact it is impossible now for anything to be hidden for all is out in the open! So guess we best get comfortable with the fact that all is being revealed!
The only secret left is that there are no secrets. And this too will not be a secret much longer!
In the innocence of inner sense, we are be(com)ing more openly transparent as we each strip away all our boundaries, concepts, beliefs, conditioning, restrictions, limitations and so on.......resisting the inevitable only makes the holding on more unbearable and ultimately could be the death of one if not surrendered to.
In the fullest and ever-expanding expression of our original pure Soul Self, we are revealing our nakedness for all to view, like it or not. Best come to like it, or even better still, love it!
In the sweet surrendering of all that no longer serves the highest good of All There Is as Self, comes with it a softness and gentleness of Being like never before experienced or expressed. Life is open, ever so trusting, pure and tranquil....and oh so simple.....goodness how I love simplicity!
Trust is something I have largely had little problem with in my life and it amazes me the distrust which still manifests through the fear-based existense many still seem to cling to.
I was brought up where we never locked our property or vehicles and always realised there was nothing to hide for all comes out in the open in the end. There is so much freedom in this way of living and now I am finding more and more that I am returning to this childhood freedom once again.
I moved out on my own again towards the end of 2007 after living with another person for several years and found it almost natural to leave my home unlocked night and day in full knowing that all was well....even where I am now, renting a room in a hotel owned by a friend, I never lock my room. {Others around me routinely lock their's even when they leave them to go to the community kitchen up the hall.....I shake my head in amazement at times.....but that is their journey and I don't plan on making it mine!}
I have few possessions now unloading them over the years and now all that I have would probably fill a couple of suitcases and two or three cartons. And if anyone should enter my room and take something (however I know this will not occur), well they are welcome to it for they obviously have more need of it than mySelf!
This return to childhood freedoms is I feel a reflection of my coming to more and more trust mySelf once again. Ahhhh, sweet innocence!
In full embodiment of OneSelf, we can rest assured knowing that hiding anything will become unnecessary, in fact impossible, and we can just quietly shut the door on the past and throw away the key, for no keys are now required for all is in view (coming into view), and what a marvellous view it is (I see it with my inner eye)....beautiful in fact, and becoming more so in each eternal moment. IAM loving mySelf more and more
I look in the mirror and give thanks
Shared in love, joy and freedom
It said in shrill tone "GET REAL"...................screamed it, in fact!!!!
So here IAM, this bird saying to us all......"Let's get real"...and adding, "stop stuffing around".......
IAM my own response ability/responsibility. Are You Yours'? At EVERY level?
The discussion begun by Alistair about his process of "what is innocent awareness" and asking us to challenge him, has already brought up stuff...get real....deal with it...each of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Elijah speaks about women being "scared" about confronting men and processing the original wound....deal with it.............................I know I am presently!! Not pleasant but let's get on with it!
Men are dealing with there own perspective of stuff ....stop competing for God's sake....that is duality...who are you competing with? YourSelf?
Women are also dealing with stuff too in a similar way....again...it is all about Self..deal with it.....nothing to do with another woman/man!..............
About the men/women stuff.......all polarity/duality/personality......
I've been married twice in this lifetime, and been with 2 longterm partners....all were confrontational at times.....been there done that....NO MORE thank you!!!.
IAM more now into coming into ensouling mySelf as "gently does it"......
Therefore the ONLY relationship I am interested in presently is the relationship with mySelf....it is the only one I need, the only one I require, the only One in fact....and it is potentially the most pure and original of and as All There Is. The rest I can do without, at least at an intimate level.....intimacy is "into me see" and I am happy looking in Self's mirror as the purest reflection IAM. I am coming more and more to love my own company and thus loving mySelf. Why would I wish anyOne else?
As All There Is, microcosmically speaking, why would I require another reflection who is not of the purest form IAM?
It is after all, ALL about SELF....which is within each of us....so go deal with Self, from One's own individual/indivisible perspective. It has no longer anything to do with "another" man/woman, mother/father, parent/child, masculine/feminine etc........it is ALL about SELF, SOURCESELF. So let's get to it...................
We are each ALL we require....perfect, whole, complete. There is no other requirement.
Shared in love, joy and freedom to Be who IAM, HERE AND NOW and always subject to change!! For is not that evolution?
Elizabethxxxx
The Silent Watcher # 32 6 July 2009 - SELF - THE PERFECT MIRROR
Since the beginning of July I have felt ever so tired once again and sleeping hours on end, up for two or three then back in bed once again. Feeling strange is not the word for it, but then in this transition any feeling that is not the old "norm" is the new valid "norm". It just takes a bit of plugging into.
My recent "going it alone" once again after months being in group/collective mode has been a wise move as I have experienced mySelf like never before. No one else to hang out with (except the odd comment here or there, the odd email here or there). Just being with me.
What a wonderful new look at mySelf I am observing. A Self-reflection, so to speak, but not the type to which I have been accustomed to of times past.
You see, I am coming to see mySelf as the purest, transparent mirror of Love reflecting back at me and the view is so naked, so clear, so pure, so white as the driven snow, that the light is almost blinding .
What I am finding that this Pure Universal Love as Self, (for that is what Self is of course, as Original Soul) is providing the perfect reflection to bring up from the deepest depths that which is unlike ItSelf. All that which is unpure, unholy, less than sacred. All that which has been depressed, suppressed, oppressed, repressed again and again is now so transparently obvious that to not surrender it for transformation would be an obvious "giveaway" for there are no secrets now. All is becoming transparent where choices can finally be made to allow the light of purity to work its magic of deep cleansing.
No more this guilt, blame and shame game, for Self has shattered that illusion, and instead the Temple of Pure Soul is at last built from the ground roots up on a transparent foundation so stable nothing will shake it apart. The Whole and Holy Being, One as All There Is, housed at last in its deserved Abode, the Temple Body of Beauty and Love which cannot and will not be put asunder!
From the Womb of Expanded Expression, the pregnant pause is no longer, but rather about to take form as the Divine Sovereign King and/or Queen of Self each with no subjects, but instead in limitless freedom, flying in full delight of Being OneSelf.
The Butterfly is free at last.
Shared in Love, Joy and Freedom, as One Be(com)ing Al(l)one with and as Self
Elizabethxxx
The Silent Watcher # 31 4 July 2009 - SELF-GOVERNANCE Shared in Love Elizabethxx
"Self-government is the highest form of government" - Unknown
It is no coincidence that I came to live in the Isle of Man, the circle complete, the returning home to the place of the maternal ancestors of my father of this life time.
You see the Isle of Man is the symbol of self-governance on this planet, for this Island nation of dear planet earth, all 35 miles by 12 miles of it, holds the distinction of historic stability which no other nation on earth has....that of being the oldest, most continuous democratic self-governing nation in the world, since 979AD. No other nation can claim such a long uninterrupted period of self-government. This is ever so worthy of embracing considering the world of instability which in duality we have come to realise is and has been our downfall.
The historic foundations here in the Isle of Man are strong and stable and even the invasions of the Vikings, the imperialist British, and the Christian religion have not deterred the Manx spirit of their Self-identity.
I relate to this not only at the 3D level, but deeply so at the symbolic and inner level of individual Self-governance. What better and more perfect reflection to have than that provided by the ancestral home of my father's mother!
For some time now I have known of my own and everyOne elses' wholeness and holiness (still coming into Being of course) and this sets me free to become it in full demonstration as I move more and more into my space of Self, Alone as All One.
The foundations of life which in the past have been built upon shifting sands of instability are now becoming more stable as we ensoul ourSelf at the deepest level, life's foundation. This full soul merge goes to the core of our Being, our original Source as Creator of Self as Soul.
In this pure and clear understanding, there are no more secrets, all is open and in full integrity and the temple in which the soul resides, the human body, is upgraded to the holiest of holy places in full view now. No more to be hidden, no more shame, blame or guilt for now it is founded upon the purest of creation, intention, and governance. Embracing this purity of Soul as the foundation of All Life is there for us all, a choice of course for free-will still prevails.
As the essence of Pure Love, Soul is who we are, shining forth as Self, Lights of Golden Radiance, Pure Crystal Diamond Heartlight Centres, Holiest of Governance from the foundational heart of All There Is, founded on the stability of Wholeness and Holiness, Soul Being Self as One.
The Silent Watcher # 30 30 June 2009 - THE TEMPLE OF SOUL O' MAN
As we move deeper into the greatest universal consciousness shift ever presented us, one can feel more and more the purification of the temple housing One's SoulSelf.
In so doing, transforming the personality residues is a priority and alone is where I wish to be to do so for I propose to work from the bottom up and not from the top down. My understanding behind this is that a house is built from the foundations up and not from the roof down and it aligns with my view that while as above is considered so below, so below has yet to become as above! So the lower portion of my house (body) is what I see needing the work to become as white as the driven snow and to be regarded by me just as sacred at all levels as the upper portion of my house.
With all the societal beliefs and concepts around sexuality and the lower body, the genital region in particular, which still exist on this planet it behoves me to clear my share of these completely so that below IS seen, felt and experienced as clean, pure and holy and my share of societal attitudes I still carry from eons past are fully cleansed.
This I see as a major work in relation to the personality clearance. Hence my choice to do so alone, for it is a very intimate process, yet one which we will all have to move through if we truly wish to see heaven on earth at its finest.
The way forward in this as I see it is getting our heads out of the clouds and down into the dirt, purifying the foundation of the life (lower three chakras) to the extent where they are as pure as lilies...not just physically, but our attitudes of embarrassment, shame, blame, guilt, filth, etc are fully transformed
It has always amazed me the confusion of attitudes surrounding the lower portion of our bodies. We perform the holiest of acts through this area of the body in giving birth to all of human life.
Too, the potentially beautiful union of souls through sexual union is performed through this region also but there are so many contorted attitudes and societal views around sexuality that confusion reigns. And we all carry these to a variety of degrees
Then too we also several times daily perform the elimination of waste through the same region and this too is an action around which exists so many confused and negative attitudes. And none of us are free of this confusion. I could bet my life upon this one!
So if each of our bodies are the Temple of Soul o' Man(kind) then can we each not see how much work there is to do to raise up a pure and perfect holy home in which the fullness of each of our are souls are to reside?
Such a holy temple is build of foundations of purity, trust, transparency, honour, kindness and all other manner of soul qualities pertaining to holiness. These qualities bring forth balance and stability.
As long as one's temple is built on the shifting sands of confused human attitudes of guilt, blame, shame, filth, and so much more, no matter how much heart work we do, the foundations will always be shifty! It is no wonder that the Temple of Solomon in Jerusalem continually falls down!! The symbolism is amazing.
So with heads out of the clouds let's get down to the base of life and pull out the weeds of time past. Let's cleanse from the bottom up, literally, so the foundations of the Temple of Soul o' Man are at last of pure stability and in divine balance. Then and only then will this Temple of our's stand the test of Eternal Time and Immortality.
Having long known of my Physical Immortality, I feel I/We each have the conscious awareness and the ability for this to occur.
Shared in Love,
Elizabethxx 
The Silent Watcher # 29 27 June 2009 - SELF-RELIANCE
I have for some weeks felt the need to become totally with mySelf once again to experience who IAM at a much deeper level with as few outside influences as I can maintain, for I know that full Self Reliance is now, for me, the way to be to my move into full Self-Mastery.
A time of being with mySelf Alone, as All One, as All There Is, seeking an ever deeper connection with who IAM as sovereign creator and author of my life.
The fullest merging of all that IAM as all my previous life selves come together in this top life to become my OneSelf, being all present, omnipresent. The soul-merging ever deeper and deeper which requires its own space and time of Now to become fully founded and grounded within my Being without distraction of "outside" influences of other humans and circumstances.
I have just read a wonderful article by Peter Conrad written just 2 days after the death of Michael Jackson called THE MANY FACES OF MICHAEL JACKSON.
What a tortured soul he was, although I feel most knew that anyway but this article put a very interesting take upon his life and times.....it can be read in full here:
http://www.nzherald.co.nz/entertainment/news/article.cfm?c_id=1501119&objectid=10580924
He swung from polarity to polarity in his living of life. A deeply spiritual being with innocent child-like ways. Yet too a person who also lived life from the opposite end of the pendulum as very base and contorted. He failed to accept who he was and this was evidenced in his ongoing need to change his appearance. His self-destruction was evident in behavioral self-sabotage and ultimate dependence upon others as a baby is to his parents.
At the end it seems he was being enabled by his "minders", giving away to them his heart, his soul, his power....his Self. How tragic.
It behoves each of us then to move into full Self-reliance beyond the need for dependence on others and outside sources, for therein we walk in our own Self-empowerment and at last attain full freedom to Be who we are without attachments to or expectations of others. With this goes Self-responsibility and Self-accountability for all choices we each take and regardless of the opinions of others, we freely move on into fuller and ever-expanding expression of our Beingness.
In times of solitude, one has the opportunity to experience oneSelf in full measure - the light side and the dark side! Just being with, nurturing, caring for and allowing all to flow through one as the essence of inner change brings forth all that which no longer serves the highest good of Self's purpose.
In times alone, one is opportuned with becoming more and more reliant on Self, bringing into balance the polarities which souls like Michael Jackson were not able it seems.
Upon a solid foundation of stability, one moves forth with ease and grace, no longer the swinging pendulum of dependence on others and outside sources, emotionally or otherwise, but in full acceptance of Self as all one requires, fully Self-reliant and thus demonstrating one's wholeness, completion and perfection in full measure.
From this place of contentedness one is founded on a base from which one can expand and express in infinite and limitless freedom. No more the instability of the past but instead the glory of Being one's full worth at last.
In expressing OneSelf-Ishness of WholeBeing, one is Self-realised, living life with simplicity and in so being, all others are free at last to be also, should they see the opportunity before them.
Shared in love, joy and freedom, speaking for mySelf Alone.
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 28 23 June 2009 - SELF-NURTURANCE
With the new moon in cancer yesterday brought in was the energy of nurturance....Self tending, Self caring, Self support, Self love and so on.
In such a space one feels safe and secure, trusting all is being cared for and feeling the universal support of all of life.
What better way to be in these times of personality transformation currently evidencing itself everywhere on the planet. In the solitude of Self's own sacred space there one finds all the answers.
IAM observing the arduousness of other's travails resulting from their choices and share compassionate love, yet inner wisdom tells me to stand back for my own sake, allowing them the honour and experience of reaping the rewards of their journey.....(giving thanks meanwhile that had things been different I too may have been in such a challenging space) ...offering encouragement maybe with a smile or a hand on the shoulder but that is all.
Much is discussed about the financial crisis, the housing losses, food shortages, health issues and so on.....all 3D energy stuff resulting from choices made individually and collectively ....and which no longer works so is guaranteed to fail. For this we perhaps should be grateful, yet those going through the mire may not see it this way of course!! Yet it surprises me still how many continue to seek material acquisitions (houses, cars, and such like) in the honest hope that this is what will provide them with that which their heart yearns for....I know they are duping themselves yet it is individual and collective responsibility to reap the learnings of such choices.
Too I observe emotional responses that can only be considered reflective of outer projection through denial, rather than facing inner demons needing to be addressed and released.....there is much evidence even in those of us who are consciously aware who are demonstrating control over others, thus enforcing limitations yet espousing limitlessness, infinite freedom and so on. All is part of the personality transformation occurring now as the releasing and surrendering and so on continues. It is to be expected in this time of transition for the old and new are fluctuating side by side as the birthing process continues. All just is and no judgement or condemnation need apply for it is part of the process of inner (and thus outer) change.
How thankful I am that I began consciously chosing many years ago to bring simplification into my life. For Self's sake, I journeyed the path of freedom from dependence on as much outside of Self as possible to a place now where I own little, have no debts, live a very simple life requiring very little, living in a rented room by the sea happy with all that IAM. I have travelled the world over many years and for now am contented being in one place as I have been for almost 3 years. I live my life as I please and people come to me if they wish to see me. It bothers me little if no one does for I love my own company tremendously. I write, I share I be....Life is grand.
Many years of conscious journeying tells me the road for those souls facing the many changes ahead may not be easy, yet it has been made far easier by those of us gone before, so for now I rest awhile in the heart of all things experiencing the love and peace of my own Self nurturing..
Shared in love joy and freedom, speaking for MySelf Alone
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 27 22 June 2009 - NOW IT'S TIME FOR SELF-MASTERY
Self-Mastery is being fully Self-reliant without due recourse to sources outside of Self.....for we each are all we require. Being in the transitional phase, we are not quite there yet, however.
More and more I am realising that no "other" is required for me to Be MySelf, nor am I required to support another at any level, for to do so would deprive this other their journey....
Over the past few years I have found that the best help I can be to another is to stand back and observe their choices and watch them fall and pick themselves up and become stronger in the process. So sometimes the best help and support is doing nothing except being the observer.
I was just watching the lunchtime TV news here and it was reported how human grandparents are feeling the pinch of being breadwinners and carers for their parents, children and grandchildren...and in process being squeezed at all levels accordingly.....
Talk about making choices for creating further and future dependencies....rather than saying enough and pulling back through a tuff love hard choice and encouraging the "stand on your own feet and take responsibility for your life at last" opportunity!!!!
So yes, commanding one's mastery is sometimes tuff shyte to those around you....and in many cases those loved ones of the human blood relationship kind...for me it certainly has been, and in so doing, I have and am becoming who IAM through my own hard work with little dependency these days on any other source!! Being one's authentic Self in full sovereignty of Being is the most loving place and space to Be.
Now I know I deserve the break of ease and grace and therefore am not available presently to be there for others who are hanging out for me to do their work for them. The work is theirs' and I gladly hand it to them with a heart of compassionate love, knowing that those of us who have paved the yellow brick road before them as pioneers have made the going so much easier for them.
Shared with love, joy and freedom and speaking for MySelf Alone!!
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 26 21 June 2009 - BEYOND CO-CREATORSHIP AND COLLECTIVE IMAGININGS
For weeks now, I have been getting the words: "Go it alone, go it alone"!! MMMmmmmmm... in the status of Aquarian group consciousness which pervades, this rather goes against the flow, yet it does not phase me, for I have long gone against any flow in process of being MySelf!!
Richard Bach wrote a book many years ago called ONE ( along with millions of "others", I have long loved RB's writings as I guess you will have noticed!!...his simplicity rings so true to me....JLS is my favorite!)
In ONE, Bach introduces a "character" called Pye, the alchemical, androgynous being of "he", Richard and "she", his wife, Leslie, in some "future" lifetime, occurring Now....the two as three-in-one, a divinely sovereign and authentic expanded expression of the original soul before it split in two, way back when!!
Beyond all concepts of co-creating and collective imagining, is my own and individually unique imagining of Pye as I, creating through ongoing expansion and expression as OneSelf -Ish Being, fully integrated as original Prime Source ....(Creator creating creation!)....in a flowing infinite and eternal potential.
Therefore, in fullest love, joy and freedom of infinite Beingness, it is my IAM Pye-Self alone as All One, that is now first and foremost, way beyond all else and thus freeing each other soul to choosing, if they so wish, their own potential expanded expression of their IAM Pye-Self.
So IAM as and in and of OneSelf-Ish Being, fully integrated as Pye-I (no, not pie eyed!!! grin), beyond all concepts and constructs of co-creation and collective imaginings.
IAM OneSelf as All There Is. In so being, there is no other!!
Love, joy and freedom
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 25 20 June 2009 - IAM FREE IN MY OWN RESPONSE ABILITY
One's ability to respond in the newly creating day of Now expresses the universe one is living. One's responsibility is to be the most expanded expression of One's universe as IAM Presence beyond the bridge.
The more we live from the space of the centred, balanced Self, the more we express the purity of our soulful essence as Self and thus express as sovereign Beings, whole, complete and perfectly divine.
Creating our reality in the ongoing infinite and eternal Now, we move beyond the space-time continuum, beyond the bridge between worlds to the unknown, One known now as One.
How great we each are, expanded and expanding Souls, beyond what we ever dreamed, yet those dreams were those which brought us to this wonderfully expressive space of the evolution of humanity where we each create from a brand new beginning in the Now moment.
In Being in the space of my own response ability IAM free, Self now, All One/won!! Therein is victory!!
The ability to respond....herein is the freedom of Being joyfully expressing its unique individuality in and through Me, yet as a unified field of love and gratitude for the universal creation of glory in form.
IAM free in my own response ability and in so being, experience the whole and perfect union of One as All There Is.
Shared in love, joy and freedom,
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 24 16 June 2009 - ANCHORED IN SELF For many a year I have seen the figure of the anchor demonstrated in the body through the spine, pelvis and hips. Louise Hay a very early "mentor" of mine in the mid-80s equated the spine as symbolic of support, and the hips as balance and when one observes a picture of an anchor, one can see this reflected. I would go further to say that the pelvis is stability and security and the central v where the spine and pelvis meet at the coxxyx/tail bone where sits the kundalini awaiting firing as the phoenix from the ashes. The Silent Watcher # 23 14 June 2009
"THOSE WHO PUT ASIDE TRAVEL FOR THE SAKE OF PERFECTION GO ANYWHERE, INSTANTLY" And in that moment of substantial experience (substance), the eureka moment, "AHA, I'VE GOTTIT" moment, we ".... fly up and know the meaning of kindness and of love." for this is the truth which sets us free... in knowing the meaning of kindness and love we have realised/are realising (ie seeing/understanding with real-eyes) that in substance/form this is our true being/nature which is everywhere now
Support and safety in the stability demonstrated by the anchor is the point of stillness from where all life is created and lived. The foundational point of anchored centredness that is flexible enough to move according to the tides of life that ebb and flow.
We are seeing this all presently with the current crop circles sharing with us the elements of anchoring Self from centre Being beyond the space-time continuum. From the bottom up we are literally creating a secure and stable foundation from which is being built the new heaven on earth in and through love in the heart of all things.
The arms cross through the heart balancing the upper with the lower and the topping circle represents the sovereignty we each are embracing as we become more and more anchored in Self.
From the bottom up, the slate is wiped clean and the purity of Being enables each of us to create anew and being anchored in this newness of Self, we each hold in our Being the limitless potential of infinite expansion and eternal Self expression.
Shared in love, joy and freedom, speaking for MySelf Al(l)one
Elizabethxx
In the immediate years prior to 2006, I travelled with a friend all over the planet frequently, going places together one or the other of us had never been. Then suddenly on our last trip together, I felt I had had enough and just wished to be still awhile. I had had enough of rushing around, getting to some place on the planet, exhausted and tired and not wishing to go anywhere anymore. All I now wished was to just be still, usually in a hotel room and rest or sleep or on the beach gazing at the ocean.
I thought how stupid is this when I could be at home doing the same thing. Far cheaper too!! My travel partner, on the other hand was the opposite - out and about seeing the sights and exploring all before him.
Our last trip together was to Tenerife in December 2006. Since that time I have not left this little Island, a piece of the planet 35 miles by 12 miles most of the locals spend time leaving several times a year "just to get some fresh air", they say!! I have become the opposite....I am content in my own little space where there is all the fresh air in the world, just being still, observing, reflecting, being with my Self alone. It continues to be a joy. I find that those who wish to see me, travel to me. I am more and more realising
I have no requirement to go anywhere.
My travel partner (we had since gone our separate ways in September 2008) on the other hand, continued to travel on this own, usually a couple ot times each year. As life has it, he was found deceased in his home just a few short weeks back. Sad though this was, it has given me the gift of realising how important it is to always be true to OneSelf, without compromise. Had I continued to travel as we had been doing.......well the question goes unanswered...but I wonder!
In 2007 I began once again for the umpteenth time, re-reading the little book of simple wisdom - JONATHAN LIVINGSTON SEAGULL by Richard Bach....one of several books Bach wrote in the 1970s and 80s which I (and millions of others) devoured and still love, however JLS has always been my favorite.
JLS, an independent, freedom-loving seagull defies the flock to be himSelf and becomes excommunicated as a result. How many of us doing similar have experienced this same excommunication from family and friends OR have chosen to leave behind those close at heart (for me it has been both) in order to live the life of independence and freedom beyond Self-sacrifice?
From this 2007 reading I felt an inner stirring that there was more to this book than I had felt in my many initial readings. JLS reflected so much of my life to me, yet I knew that I still had more to live as he was living. So in 2008 I began a deeper evaluation for my own purposes and I share some of it here as it applies to my current space of staying still in one place.
From the book some specific quotes first:
"The gulls who scorn perfection for the sake of travel go nowhere, slowly. Those who put aside travel for the sake of perfection go anywhere, instantly.".........
"Forget about faith!" Chiang said it time and again. "You didn't need faith to fly, you needed to understand flying..".....
"Then one day Jonathan, standing on the shore, closing his eyes, concentrating, all in a flash knew what Chiang had been telling him. "Why, that's true! I am a perfect, unlimited gull!" He felt a great shock of joy."
"We can start working with time if you wish," Chiang said, "till you can fly the past and the future. And then you will be ready to begin the most difficult, the most powerful, the most fun of all. You will be ready to begin to fly up and know the meaning of kindness and of love."
In another piece of writing in mid 2007 I wrote about the center of all life being everywhere at the same time...NOW. This I feel we are becoming more and more aware of now in 2009.
And this I feel is what the above pieces from JLS are saying... all is NOW, eternally so, ...travelling through time and space (in linearity that is) involves forsaking perfection, so in accepting/realising the perfection we are NOW we go anywhere INSTANTLY which is also NOW, as in the now moment we are present everywhere at the same time in our pure essence form, of which the body is an extension of course..
The important thing to note here is to move beyond faith to a place of understanding (under=sub & standing =stance, hence substance, which is form - thus bringing it, the idea of Self Perfection, into form through experience), for then the truth is Self as Source in the essence of experience, and from the experience comes the wisdom.
Jonathan realises this as his experience in a flash of understanding... THE EUREKA MOMENT...in the now-presence of omnipotent understanding AKA substance he realises his TRUE SELF as his I AM PRESENCE. It then comes into form by his experiencing his instant creation of being physically elsewhere.
So in forsaking travel I find I am gradually becoming more and more aware of my true IAM SELF and in so doing coming more and more into tangibly glimpsing my presence being everywhere now.....the physical instant travel from here to there is occasionally glimpsed as a known reality..the full and substantial experience of being there is in throes of creation into my experienced reality!!
As I wrote in an earlier blog, "Perfect speed is being there" (also from JLS....am not yet quite up to perfect speed, so the practice continues!!
Teleporting, here we come!!!
For more on teleporting go here:
www.crystalinks.com/teleportation209.html
Shared in love, joy and freedom.
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 22 13 June 2009 - MANANNAN'S CLOAK
The annual TT festival of bike races has finished on the Isle of Man for another year and most of the international racers and spectators left yesterday after 2 weeks of beautiful people-harmony and joyousness amidst the racing, spectatorship and entertainment..
As mythical life would have it here on the Island, Mannanan's Cloak has rolled in from the sea today to protect the locals, whose home this beautiful jewel land is, from "our enemies in times of trouble"
Who is Manannan I here you ask? In short "he" is the mythical God of the Sea, lord and protector of our land, the Isle of Man. Manannan appears in many other Pagan and Celtic myths and legends but for us he is the guy who put the "Man" in the Isle of Man, and why you sometimes see the spelling of Mann as well
More into here:
http://dailyphotoisleofman.blogspot.com/2008/10/manannans-cloak.html
and here:
http://www.celticwolf.co.uk/manannan.html
Not getting caught up in the old, yet recognising that all contributes to the whole, I feel this is more a symbolic thing, yet as I observe this white cloak of mist .....or perhaps that should be worded the mystical white cloak or even as some call it, the shroud of mist.....out my window covering the sea and sky and land, with no distinction of one from the other, I feel a contentment of Being in my heart, mind and soul.
In this mistical/mystical experience, I embrace the wonder/Oneder of all there is, light in dark in light, merging into the balanced universal central core of the un-known becoming One Known, once again re-Membered.
As I write in the early afternoon, the Sun (God) is attempting to burn through the mist to radiate its golden light on all it surveys and I know this is that which IAM...and IAMNOT .... the mystical mist dissipating into the crystal clarity of golden/silver light of day/night merged as One, emerging beyond the magnetising forces of duality to the space of infinite Oneder, endless expansion, timeless in-joy-ment, limitless freedom.........love expressing ItSelf as never before........just Being ItSelf.......no more needing to magnetise or attract (this is duality after all) but instead just allowing All There Is to flow in and through and as It Is.
What an Expression!!
Shared in Oneder of Self Expression
Elizabethxx
Manannan's mists over Cregneash, not far from where I live.
The Silent Watcher # 21 11 June 2009 - "I WASN'T BORN TO FOLLOW" - LIFE IS NOW AN EASY RIDE!
Tut.com sent me this message to my inbox this morning:
Elizabeth, it's supposed to be easy. Everything is supposed to be easy. Everything is easy. You live in a dream world. You're surrounded by illusions. And the illusions change when you change your thinking!
Tell yourself it's easy. Tell yourself often. Make it a mantra. Eat, sleep, and breathe it. And your life shall be transformed.
It's supposed to be easy,
The Universe
Oh how much I have been living my life My Way for the past 20 years or more....at the expense of being "disowned" by my earthly family......I have after time come to accept this completely.....for I see it rather as me being mySelf while loving them as being who they are in their choices of life....
Actually I have loved being the "black sheep", for it has allowed me the freedom to honour mySelf for who I am...and not follow the expected family requirements.....the sheep/herd mentality!! 
How many remember the 1969 Peter Fonda free-wheelin' movie EASYRIDER??
At this time here on the Isle of Man there are thousands of bikers racing and watching and freewheelin' around the Island during the annual TT festival which finishes tomorrow....very 3D.... yes perhaps, yet my silent watcher Self has been observing all these beautiful people, mySelf reflected in myriads of fashions, multi-lingual, multi-cultural, all mingling together in beautiful harmony of heart and mind and soul...singing and laughing and having fun in the pub where I live, enjoying the beautiful summer evenings by the sea.
How reflective on how life is becoming .....easy, free, riding well in the summer sun, celebrating the good, embracing the unique differences of each and every soul, harmonising in celebration of all being joyful and loving, and allowing all to be as it is without judgment for in the heart of all things, all there is, is love, this we know.
No longer following but instead leading the way.....that which one is born to be. This it the truth.....
Jesus said...."IAM the way, the truth, the life... " & "...the truth shall set you free" & "In this you shall live and move and have your being" and so on.
The lion no longer sleeps for the sheep are at last realising their individual Self and coming forth with their lion's heart opening wide, no longer wishing to follow, but instead are, activating their leo-leadership Self.
Fully immersed in the present moment of all experience/s one senses the freedom of Self in all, as all, through all.....in the world yet not of it, the sacred mountain (heart of love) rises high and the ocean of conscious awareness merges with all there is and emerges as all there is.
As pioneers of this new consciously aware life, ease and grace prevail soothing the soul through love expressed as joy in the freedom of experience.
No longer following as sheep but instead leading the way.....that which one is born to be....
The life at last being lived as the pioneer easyrider!!
Some observations freely shared, lovingly and in joy
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 20 7 June 2009 - IS IT NOT MORE ABOUT PERSONALITY TRANSFORMATION?
Back on 20 May we remember the "experience" which Kuthumi (channelling through Jeshua Swanson, 10 May 2009) had prepared us for ....the chaotic spectacular (or as I later preferred to name it, the grand spectacular)............the personality death as it was labelled
On reflecting on my own experience/s since that time manifesting in grand and spectacular fashion with the sudden passing of my former partner found alone in his home on 19 May, involving very 3D authorities such as police and coroners, paramedics and hospitals, funeral directors and lawyers, leading to subsequent wonderful family connections, a simply beautiful funeral and many other awesome, symbolic and synchronistic happenings, I can only say that for me it seems more about an ongoing personality transformation, which is a death of a fashion, but not necessarily a wham ending, followed by a sudden new beginning.
I am seeing before me, in me and through me a major transformation occurring, a coming together of a gentle and graceful recognition of beingness through living in the moment of experience, fully present, no matter what it is and experiencing tangibly that all contributes to the whole of life everlasting, infinite being and eternal transformation.
I know that for me at least, the personality "death" as of May 20, is definitely not a dead end and immediate
rebirth, but more of a graceful and easy ongoing surrender to a transformation process over the weeks and months ahead. Already I have observed mySelf (that wonderful Silent Watcher at work once again!) being in newness through the process of the past 3 weeks, gently leading others in this potentially sad time to the new way of a positive and loving acceptance and allowance of all being as it is in process of becoming all that the new day promises...that which the collective conscious awareness of humanity is now creating from within its heart of all things, the bringing forth of the greatest love from deep inside now creating itSelf in full glorious experience.
This beautiful observation of infinite potential in practice has been awesome to behold...surrounded by people (about 8 of us in all) who till the day of death of Keith had never had contact with each other before, at least at the personality level.
All could have gone pear-shaped had the old prevailed given the circumstances from where all were coming from, yet this was not the case. Instead a beautiful new way was created right before our eyes in the moment of the whole experience, which I feel has not yet completed even though we have all returned to our places of rest/homes in various countries ......a real united nations (or more poignantly united natures) of souls coming together, being together, experiencing together all that life has to offer on this one occasion, the passing on of Keith - father, uncle, partner, ex-partner.and friend.
Interesting that this place where this mini-united nations/natures was centred upon was Isle of Man....my pet names for which have long been the "diamond in the Irish Sea", and "heartspace of the British Isles"!!
This experience of universal love as life through death into new life is what is humanity's potential as we move into our true Self/ves, as sovereign masters - Kings and Queens of the New Reality.
In gracious glory and infinite gratitude, IAM.
Shared in love, joy and freedom,
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 19 24 May 2009 - THE ONLY ACTION REQUIRED IS TO BE ONESELF!
The call has gone out for action!!
The only action I am to take is to be MySelf.... nothing else is required!! After all, all that I require IAM!
In being the change I wish to see in the world, that is all I see. The world has changed before my eyes. The world has become as I now see it as I have changed from within...there is nothing else to do....just Be IT/ISH!
So how does one Be OneSelf....just do it!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't that sound familiar? How Nike!!
Yes, that is the doing, the action required...the Being Self! All else follows naturally right where we are in the lives we are leading in the moment, for as we change so too does all that around, purely by the change in energy dynamics. Herein lies the transformation to the New.
And in Being, we now realise ourSelf as the Life Force Being, Creator creating creation.....in the present moment as the whole in One!!
IAM, in so being, the dynamic leader activated to lead mySelf no longer into temptation, but instead along the path of joy, love and freedom through my own Self-empowerment. In so realising this Self IAM, I am now fully Self-responsible and Self-accountable ....no longer in the classroom, but instead in the playground of life, living the purity of Soul as OneSelf.
I speak only for mySelf and yet in being the whole in One, I speak for and as All in my one unique singularity allowing and accepting that all other singularity Self/ves do too.
I love what the Eloheim through Veronica share in a recent video ...in transforming the dishes (when washing them) one allows Self to be transformed also....so simple, no fuss, and very St Francis of Assisi !!
What more blessed action than that of just Being? And with such ease and grace it occurs.
The call to action for me is to Be MySelf.
IAM
Love and blessings
Elizabethx
The Silent Watcher # 18 18 May 2009 - THE BOLDER/BOULDER APPROACH
In this walk of ascension we are taking, we are challenged to bring forth the bolder/boulder Self
So what is the bolder/boulder Self?
From my observation it is the Self that is rooted in the stillness, quietness and beingness of the rock of stability and balance, harmony and peace, love and joy - that place of no drama, no movement even.....maybe even what some may refer to as the zeropoint.
In our dualist/separative state, we have been "doing" for so long, and in so doing, we became gravely dense, heavy and serious.
Yesterday I was listening to a talk given through Jeshua Swanson (cannot remember which one...was it Zyona or the Assisians? not sure, I listen to so many these days ) but there was reference to our state of dependency here on our planet, of gravity keeping us in place.
To me this reeks of control and is ever so grave and serious and "the grave"...thus deathly!!
Time now for upliftment and release from this graveness/gravity of linearity.
Time now for the freedom of the stars, the planets, the cosmic creation through imagination of the unknown.
What is the unknown except the One that is known, the Self, but has been temporarily forgotten and now coming once again into re-membrance!
Boldness/boulderness is not about drama, ringing bells, lightning bolts, and being "in the face" so to speak....perhaps if that is what we are considering that is what it is all about, we need to check personality involvement here!!
I think of Francis of Assisi who lived his dream in the kitchen of life....
His ethics were simplicity and he exemplified a quiet joy and freedom, and this he brought about through living such principles in daily life - gently, quietly, serenely, and tranquilly - the essence of soul's beauty and elegance. In other words he exemplified his teachings by being them, living them. His stability and detachment were exemplary.
Zyona shares in her September 27 2008 talk, again through Jeshua, the beauty and elegance of the artistry of expressing oneSelf as such perfection....the painting is life, stroked by the brush of tenderness in the hand of a Master knowing him/herSelf to be a boulder, a detached rock of stability.
As a detached rock of stability I feel also the "lightness" of the stone being levitated into various positions in the building of the pyramids all over the planet...the symbolism of light-heartedness...rising above the denseness/heaviness to the greater joys of creation.
Ascension can be seen as symbolic through words such as upliftment, encouragement, uprising, arousal, resurrection, regeneration and re-membrance which come to mind.
In the realms of imagination, we are now challenged to bring to focus such undefined abstractivity.
Paint the picture of the unknown, the One known to You, Self, in such a way through the boldness of the quiet and gentle boulder of stability, balanced and harmonious, light and joyful, loving and free ...the beauty of soul, the essence of spirit, the Oneness of Being, Self
Love and light blessings
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 17 16 May 2009 - SELF AWARENESS IAM
"IAM Awareness over matter....IAM"
This statement, shared by Jeshua Swanson on a recent radio show, is so profound and I have been reflecting upon it since then. Expanding its capacity brings amazingly different perceptions into play!
IAM in the present moment all that IAM which includes the matter over which IAM aware
This being so, then in due process the matter over which IAM aware will align as and with the awareness that IAM and be(come) awareness also
The Self IAM is all inclusive. It embraces ALL. It is ALL. IAM ALL in the Heart of All Things. Nothing, no thing is excluded.
Full and ongoing expansion of conscious awareness is everywhere and no where, which is EVER HERE and NOW HERE. What an impact the removal of two letters ('y' & 'w') and the shifting of one letter ('w') makes!!
Ever here and now here. the eternal and infinite present moment (presence) of IAM Awareness
IAM present....ever here, now here, here now. Always and in All ways.
IAM the present ...the gift, the receiver and the giver.
In the full embracement of Self, IAM All There Is and the matter is over.
IAM Awareness.....that is All IAM
That is All
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 16 14 May 2009 - ACCEPTANCE AND ALLOWANCE
Love and light blessings Elizabethxx
We are living in times when the old ways are no longer relevant. Doing things in the old ways continues division and thus the old model of separation continues to emerge.
In these new times of unknown we are being charged with the honour of being creator/s and co-creators of life/our lives and as such a whole new approach is being encouraged.
In these times of unknown, it can be seen as a blur of "I do not know how to do it" OR we can take our place in the sun and be the creators we are and always have been, but in a conscious way knowing that what we choose/do/feel/think/create affects all. Hence the new way charges us too with full responsibility.
Coming from the place of perfection, wholeness, completeness in which we are created, is coming from a place of full ACCEPTANCE of who we already are and always have been...
This is living from the centre of life, and creating from this "I Am/We Are (already) That I Am/We Are" space...
It is the place of FULL ACCEPTANCE that in being who we are all has been done and that there is in fact nothing more to do except align/realign with this fact.
This alignment is the process of ALLOWANCE of this fact to be so and through the ACCEPTANCE, the allowance of all to be takes place naturally and in accordance with natural/universal/divine law.
This approach to creation is in fact a 180 degree turn of perspective and one's perception becomes that of IAM and thus one is now fully expressing this state consciously
This allows for any aspect which is out of balance with this divine state to come into line (alignment) in the natural way without having "to do" anything (it already has been done, remember!)
This is the Law of Balance... this is the new process/way of creating... by realisation that there is nothing to create in fact except align with what it is/how it is/that which is...and in this realisation ( real-eyes-action ) what is required will manifest of the highest order before our eyes....without any "work" on our part except for allowing for it all to be so through acceptance of it all........
This is freedom, this is empowerment, this is divine love, this is IAM at play...creating infinitely, unlimitedly, naturally, universally....
This not only applies to our individual status of course, but also to the mass consciousness too. IAM/WEARE One for IAM/WEARE already and always have been All There Is..we just forgot, that's all
The new energies, by whatever name they are known, with the attributes of platinum love, oneness, freedom and empowerment allow for the utilisation of all this approach beautifully as we no longer are reliant on anything outside of self. We are the platinum love (blended energies remember of gold (masculine) and silver (feminine) ) and thus oneness in being, fully free and fully empowered.
So drink in the energies, ACCEPT in full (we are fully paid up remember!) who/what we are and ALLOW for all that is ours' to come to us..bring oneSelf into alignment with the IAM through the change of one's perspective ..don't be as IAM but rather be IAM.
Think of the consequences of this new focus... no healing required as we are/all is perfect and whole and complete already...peace already is now, love is already now, joy is already now, material need already is now in abundance if that is the focus, and so on... All is NOW...
Focus on what is NOW in the New Day not on what is playing out in our world presently which is the result of the past NOW creation, created from the point of believing we were separate
Time to play joyfully folks, time to rest in the peace that passes all understanding, time to feel from and as the heart of IAM in full knowingness that all is done, now let's be.... the BEING we always have been ... DIVINE, GLORIOUS, MAJESTIC, EMPOWERED, COMPASSIONATE, fully expressed, fully manifested.
Accept and allow this to be so in full simplicity of the new reality. This is the super natural naturally being.supreme
Turn one's perspective around 180 degrees... Be from the perspective of IAM and now live eternally...manifest from and as the Source that which one already is.
LET IT (accept and allow it to) BE....And So It ISH
As we each come closer and closer to the full expression of the IAM Presence we realise the boldness required in so doing. Moving through illusory barriers, pushing boundaries, expanding perceptions and understanding, allowing knowingness to freely flow as undefined.
With vibrational frequencies rising at an ever increasing rate, we observe the "old" and "new" in tandem till comes a moment perhaps when One merges as the fully integrated IAM. This may come as a quiet realisation or a bolt out of the blue!
So in these early stages of baby stepping of one's sovereign walk, there is still the back and forth experiences of the swinging pendulum - sometimes less, sometimes more. Yet all is as it is in the present moment and not to be judged even within self, for to do so keeps one focussed on the past.
Expressing as the IAM is a bold move and coming with it is the "deprogramming" of such concepts as domination, arrogance, over-confidence, control etc (all separators), being filtered now as dominion and stewardship, humility, quiet confidence and self control (all harmonisers).
In focussing on the rising state of the Phoenix, we are passing ourSelf through the eye of the needle, the birth canal, the quebec! (a narrow passage)
As we continue to squeeze ourSelves through the birth canal, the breath of life takes on a more urging (not urgent) need....encouragement and upliftment, more being and less doing for balance sake. Thus is the allowance of the process.
We are be(com)ing King/Queen of all we are, One's Self as OneSelf, reigning supremely naturally in our raiments of golden glory, our royalty status as our reality status.
Atop Mount Royal are we to live in MontReal, {Quebec}?? Smile.
Love and beauty
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 14 12 May 2009 - FULLY SELF APPROVED
Oh yes, we are fully Self approved .....however do we really honour this of ourSelves yet?
The beautiful IAM Activation Jeshua initiated in the recent radio programme, now part of the Alchemy of Ascension Series Part #2, (can be viewed/listened to here:
http://www.pioneerscollege.com/alchemy-of-ascension-part2.html
really brought home to me just how close we all are, not only in the oneness connection with each other, but also with the IAM embracement within ourSelves which of course is where is all begins. The IAM codes have been activated and as Self love we express.
Like the ripple in the pond, one starts in one's centre and expands outwards.....
As has long been known, divine love brings up from the depths anything unlike itSelf to be faced and released.
Like many others who have written in their blogs recently, self doubt is something I am revisiting once again, thank you Mercury Retro!! One is faced once again with personality stuff one has believed dealt with, thought done and dusted!!
Our old matrix encouraged one to look outside of self for approval for of course we had been well conditioned to not believe ourselves worthy ..........and many such related issues are incorporated in this....not good enough, don't deserve and so on..
We affirm over and over IAM THAT IAM, yet till one visits the deepest root of any such personality conditioning one is still faced with potential regrowth of the old weed until the root is finally extracted completely.
It is a gift to face any residuals - in this case self doubt - for another opportunity avails itself to go the whole way of surrendering.
The Seal of Approval has long been given.
Demonstrating the Self as and of IAM Presence is where we are at right now. In releasing all to the contrary, one comes to know at ALL levels one approves of OneSelf fully and lives life accordingly.
Love and light blessings
Elizabethxxx
The Silent Watcher # 13 12 May 2009 - BELOVEDS, ARISE!
The journey has long been one of surrendering, releasing, letting go, forgiving of all that no longer serves us as we move on into the New Day now dawning.
It has just dawned on me that this process has kept us focussed upon that which we no longer wish to express!! It has a "downwards" feel about it, keeping us "down there", so to speak. Old energies!!
DUH!!!!!
With Self Sovereignty as the IAM expressing now, one would suppose it wise to focus on where one wished to be, not where one wished no longer to be!. A logical premise one would surmise.
It occurred to me that the kundalini rises up like the phoenix from the ashes, and of course the new energy kundalini is no different. This "upwards" focus then would be much more inherently prudent a process to adopt for where we are heading, yes?
Jesus said to Lazarus: "Arise" (from the dead). Ascending is all about rising up, evolving on an upward neverending spiral
In the age of separation we are leaving behind, we have been born to die...at least that has been the mental construct which we have conditioned ourselves to adopt. So of course in due time, that is exactly what we have done, die!!! What marvellous creators we are and have always been!
So from the dead of night we are now arising high like the midday sun.
With the focal switch from the "old" process of releasing, surrendering letting go/forgiving etc, we now are opportuned with our own delivery, our own (re)birth. Our resurrection from the dead even.
A 180 degree change in focus has us being ourSelves already! No more releasing, no more surrendering, no more letting go, no more healing, for there is none required!
WE already are who we have always been. We already are the ones we have been waiting for. We already are perfect, whole and complete. We already are.
IAM That IAM. YOUARE That YOUARE
Beloveds, Arise!!
Love always
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 12 8 May 2009 - IN THE REALMS OF QUIET SELF REFLECTION
I awoke late this morning and felt the intensity of the energies like I haven't done in awhile and as I rose my physical body was screaming "how much more of this is there gonna be", yet inwardly there was the deepest stillness. And it was here I focussed my attention. A beautiful feeling.
May is the crescendo of crescendo months energetically. I won't repeat what is happening when, for it has all been written about elsewhere in different blogs. I will leave the reader to locate this info.
For me I have found that when the energies get intense, the right space to be is in quietness, stillness and silence, for here I am able to allow all to just be and accept all as it is. No more making it happen as I would wish it be.
In the blended energies of Oneness we are now immersed in, we still see the process of duality partially playing out ever so subtlely, for me at least, yet flowing with what is happening at last and not against. And in so doing, the merging of the two into one is occurring through the triality of the divine encoding of the DNA naturally coming into play.
Take the principles of acceptance and allowance. Acceptance to me is the new passive/feminine principle of receiving life as it is, while allowance is the (new) active/masculine principle of allowing, the giving way, the surrendering to life. In essence they are one. A merging has occurred.
This to me is the Beingness we are now coming more and more to experience as the true state and thus we leave behind the former Doingness where one formerly made life happen.
In this Beingness then is the living from and as the IAM (Presence), beautifully described in another blog earlier today by Angel. It is a state of quietness, gentleness, of soulful softness. In the heart of all things is this beauty of stillness, the peace beyond understanding, yet understood as the purest loving freedom ever known. For here is limitless perfection with all undefined, fluid and flowing.
In watchfulness, the observer, while it surveys all of life from the neutrality of afar, also is in full realisation that it is the total experience too.
Self reflection then, is the Observer quietly merging with the observed, the Self reflecting ItSelf as the Being and the Beingness. The Image imaging AND imagining ItSelf. The IAM in total neutrality, fully present Now.
Love and light blessings
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 11 7 May 2009 - SELF SOVEREIGNTY IS ALL ABOUT FOCUS
Begin by knowing you already are!
This line is my paraphrased version of a quote from Jonathan Livingstone Seagull by Richard Bach
Upon what one focuses is what one creates!!
We are now in the space of free energies which means.... we are the creators of our reality NOW.
If we keep our focus on the old collapsing 3D matrix energies, then we will continue to create more and more of the same..........and thus continue to suffer the consequences of our creations of more of the same.....
We are fully self responsible now for our reality and thus self accountable... No more mirrors, no more this is karma etc, no more victim mentality, no more sorry for me stuff. It no longer works.
Someone once said...."Get over it!" or another version is/was "Deal with it"!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or even as Nike says...."Just do it" or should that really be "Just Be It".
We are NOW perfect, unlimited, fully free, abundant and all the rest. This is the TRUE reality of our being.
Focus on this and this alone then the energies will bring us into alignment with who and what we already are....Practice makes the perfection we already are our reality and anyone who has read JLS will know this.
There WILL of course be stuff happening in the process of any alignments necessary to reality this reality into experience... for in the end, it is all about YOU, for that is all there is.
If one has an issue going on, what is it saying about YOU? (And of course I include me in this)
Someone said: (Buddha??) "This too shall surely pass"
Trusting this is so, then all that we experience along the way in any alignment of energies occurring to bring us into our true state of Being IS OK. There is nothing wrong. All is.
It is an ongoing process, for evolvement, which is what ascension is in the end, is ongoing.
In the meantime we live to the best of our ability in each moment.
Keeping the focus on the dream of freedom from the old matrix which no longer serves, is a big part of the process for this upgrades the energies naturally, activates the DNA and expands our awareness
Flowing with what is, allowing all to be, accepting what comes one's way with ease and grace rather than with old reactive emotions makes the process much easier to move through.
Here in Isle of Man there is a Manx Gaelic saying....."Traa dy-liooar" which means, "time enough".... the same saying in Australia is "She'll be right mate!!" All IS ok.
It's really now about where one's focus is...
We create more of the same OR we choose to move forward and become that which we inwardly know we already are AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN! The time is Now.
{Remember that Elizabeth!!!!!....}
Love and light
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 10 6 May 2009 - COMMUNITY OF SELF
Exploring the community of Self is exploring All There Is as who IAM for microcosmically IAM the macrocosm, the whole, the All There Is, the Source of All Life, the I Am That I Am, the Prime Creator.
This is each of us of course and such makes each of us individually some dynamic community, don't you think?
As I sit here watching the ocean surging and moving in full rhythm with ItSelf, I understand MySelf as that Whole experience also. I observe a stirring within, reflecting itself in my oceanic view and as the wind whips the white caps to express their froth atop the ocean's surface, I understand this deep stirring within me reflects this.
Self is wanting exposure. It is demanding to emerge into the light of day, to be seen, to be ItSelf no longer hidden from view. It wants free reign at last. Full reign in the driver's seat of life. My Life. Or better expressed....my unique expression of Self's Life. There is only One Self, merging and emerging, like the rhythm of the sea or the breath of life, the inhale and exhale.
IAM a community of One with many aspects.
Community is an interesting word.....common-union-ity (place). So we have the place of common union or communion. So there is a communion with Self within (the place).
I commune with MySelf in totality and neutrality as the observer Self for the Silent Watcher watches over the whole community that IAM, embracing me as All There Is. IAM free to Be this Silent Watcher, content that all is perfectly fine as It Ish. Allways, always, Self-Ish is present presence. IAM Presence Now, infinitely expansive, timeless and endless.
MySelf is divinely (and) naturally aware (DNA) of ItSelf as being everywhere at the same time. IAM my indivisible individuality (unique word is individuality ..a connundrum it is!!..... indivisible duality!!) becoming more and more a crystal clear Self transducer.
In my individual bubble of free energy - energy of freedom, the energy of blended oneness..no feminine or masculine, no god or goddess, but the merged whole energies of original Oneness, IAM Presence experiencing ItSelf in each Now moment.
The ocean waves roll to shore like the coming home to Self. The shoreline is where the land and the sea overlap merging as One. The solidity becomes the fine grains of sand which becomes the fluidity of consciousness. And of course in reverse, the fluidity becomes the fine grains of sand which becomes the the solid foundation of stability.
The tide recedes and I, in my imagination as a child at play, run out onto the sands to build castles in the wind, knowing full well the sea will take them away to Avalon on the returning tide.
All is OneSelf. IAM Self being IAM. IAM uniquely individual yet the indivisible One as All. A place to commune in the community of wholeness as Self in the Heart of All Things.
IAM.
Love and beauty
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 9 6 May 2009 - WALKING IN ONE'S SOVEREIGNTY.
Have you considered what the consequences are by declaring authority and sovereignty over one's life?
In the higher sense of course is one's freedom....yet in so doing, there will be consequences in the initial process to get from "here" to "there".
I have been considering this recently and am at a point where I realise there is one area which I still have to work on. That is the area of authority/control & security/safety!!
I am fully in command of my health and education, for I am my own physician and inner tuition/tutor.
In living my life Al(l)one, I have no problems in areas of relationships for I am the only relationship I "require", obligated and responsible to Self only (which is all there is of course!)
The one area I feel where I would, at this point, still have an issue with is around the areas of law/justice/security/safety and so on....all linear/mental energies of course. I am working on it!!
I have just finished watching once again part 8 of Mastering the Grand Illusions through Jeshua Swanson...(love Kuthumi....hilarious....) and he talks about this area specifically.
Have you considered the language used in our international/national justice systems......prison, cells, guilt, judgement, justice and so on.... all fear-based language on illusionary authority and control over one!!
Would I at this point be confident in my sovereignty to walk across an illusionary border into another country without a passport and without any "required" visa, (yet I know in my heart that geographical borders are an illusion based on fear and separation)...presently NO....working on this!
Would I feel presently confident in my sovereignty to "disobey" the justice system in any way? Presently NO....working on this too...
The foundation of life in the true state is pure love and all the old injustices of illusionary fear-based stuff requires clearing.
The times we are in, where fear is surfacing in rampage proportions, it is a great opportunity to come to a place of knowing in our heart of hearts that we are safe and secure, always, all ways.
Having been brought up in this lifetime in the post WWII era (late 1940s, 1950s) when kids were told to obey authority, there is much conditioning to still release, (and probably past life stuff around this too, of course) and with all the stuff around now about terrorists and so on, this is the perfect "mirror" to release it all.
I remember in the 1960s in New Zealand when all one saw on the TV news was stuff about the Vietnam War..... after a year of so, I found myself immune to it all and this was my key to freedom on this. I totally detached from all things "war based" and for years it has not been in my reality.
Interestingly enough however many years later, I married a Vietnam Vet and while I felt much compassion for the experiences these guys had, I found myself not relating to it emotionally, but instead felt a compassionate detachment, and in doing so, this allowed my husband of the time to release his stuff and become almost free of it all. Many others could not however.
So to Self-sovereignty...Tobias talks about full creational responsibility lying with the user of the present energies in his latest Shoud. Youze walk the path, youze make the choice, youze take the can, youze are the "man"!!!!...My take of course!! Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
In part 8 of the Mastering the Grand Illusions series Kuthumi also says similar....in a different way of course.
So root chakra stuff....safety and security........control and authority....release, release, release.
In claiming sovereignty of one's life, one rises above all the above.
No longer is one subject to human laws in any way for there is only one universal law.. that of freedom. No more insecurity, (so whose free and ready for "disobeying" the justice system, laws of the land etc) or protection required (who needs now defence forces and police? - all fear based) for safety is Self-love assured,
Are we ready to be sovereign in ALL WAYS, always?
Your thoughts? We are now being asked to stand up and walk this path of sovereignty.
I'm almost ready to "declare" my sovereignty, and in so doing declare I am above human law which restricts full freedom, however would not yet be prepared to, for instance, walk into another "country" without the required visa and passport....presently I don't require to do so, but maybe in the future the situation may arise.....for in truth there is no "borders" except those in the separation of illusion.
So I am asking anyone/s who has chosen consciously to "break the/any law", share your experiences of overcoming fears involved......I would say some of our younger adult indigos would feel more at (fearless) ease with this, so your comments are invited.
In being sovereign of course, there is much more to this whole scenario, but the "law- breaking one" and things around law, authority, control, justice, guilt, judgment, and so on, seems to be a key breakthrough opportunity to removing fears around human authority and control figures/institutions etc.
In being free, one is able to be and do and express whatever one wishes knowing full well one is responsible and accountable for what one creates.
Presently one seemingly is not free.....the illusion of separation is now over. Time to walk out the "prison" gates into the sunshine.
Love and bright light blessings
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 8 28 April 2009 - ETERNALLY SELF-I-SHHHHHHH!!
Words being my vehicle of creative expression, I have contemplated the suffix -ish on the end of many words of the English (there's one for starters!) language for some years for I felt it had a much deeper connotation than just identifying a group of people for instance. Some words I have played around with and have been surprised where I have been taken.
English - angel-ish
British - bright-ish
Welsh - well-ish
Polish - polish(ed)
to list just a few.
For the past year or so, I have been with mySelf - my God/HigherSelf, my IAM presence, that is - alone and thoroughly enjoying mySelf. My passion perhaps!! It is suggested we find our passion and follow it!!
The word Selfish, capital "S", in this context takes on a far different meaning to the one given it by the society we are now leaving behind.
Silence has become very much a part of my life over the past few years and something I love to frequent often, despite my current lodging situation with is noise-based! Hence my own company is something I relish now.
So where is this taking me?
I came across the concept of the Ish being the IAM Presence through listening to a Solarys channelling through Jeshua (Swanson) some months back and also seeing such comments here and there like "and so it ish!" etc. And more recently another channelling (currently not available it seems) by the angelic architect Ish itSelf, again through Jeshua.. It seems here the Ish is the connection of blissful oneness many have through meditation and similar encounters.
Here is the link to the channelling for those interested.
http://www.shalalea.com/channelings-divinityseries.htm
then scroll down to this one listed as
04/12/08 - And So It Ish
Solarys - Den Helder, Holland - 47min
then click on "listen".
This series of writings began from the perspective of the silent watcher within observing and reflecting on life. The intent has been to aid a deeper connection with my own silent watcher and in sharing them perhaps help others along their path.
In the past 24 hours it has become a deep realisation that the silent watcher is the "I" of the Silent Self - the Self-I-Shhhhhhh, the eternally Self-Ish!! - that very deep quiet space or void within experienced as the quiet observer, the One watching through my eyes, the little girl in the summer field of wild flowers I discussed in SW # 3 entitled "One Moment" a few days ago.
I was, in this lifetime, born and brought up in New Zealand and my dear Dad (now crossed over) had a penchant for taking Sunday drives (he was a farmer, so unless otherwise engaged, Sunday was "his day of rest" as far as possible), to view the huge 1950's building projects the New Zealand government entertained at the time. This was the building of new hydro-power projects mainly, being built on the Waikato River, not too far from where we lived.
I remember one such drive which has stuck in my memory. I would have been about eight. It was not the drive itself but more the placename of this particular power project. The name of the dam being built was Maraetai (a Maori name) pronounced by we Pakeha's (the "white" people) at the time, as "ma right eye". This always stuck with me and it came back to me recently. Yesterday I began to tie it in.
Another inner visual, like the little girl in the summer field, I have had over many years is profiled faces of many and varied descriptions. These faces were mostly of the right profile and always the focus was on the eye!
{And then of course there is the Eye of Horus which is more often than not in my experience, shown as the right eye profile, I am, at this time, not that knowledgeable of this, but know it has great significance}
But let's keep this simple.
The Ish of Self, the Self-Ish, I now understand as the Silent Watcher as "My" Self - that quiet space and place which views through us, feels through us, loves through us, lives through us; that divine soul aspect, if you will, that is IAM, one's eternal Being.
I wrote a poem some months back, before I listened to the Solarys channelling, which I feel says it all, for me at least. At the time I was not fully aware of its significance. Now I understand much deeper..
Here is the poem, written towards about October 2008..
ISH-NESS - THE SILENCE OF IS-NESS
Is is the is that is All That There Ish
for it's here there's a blessing of peace
Ish is a feeling of being surrendered
in silence of gentle release
The IShhh is the silence that's ever so calming
a peace that is ever so deep
in such perfect space does one feel the joy
of awakening from such a deep sleep
As fully surrendered in being the Ish
of the Is that's the Soul Being whole
for Now is the IAM of Being now present
so holy and whole that is Soul
No longer is past being present in Now
for the Is that is Ish is revealing
the higher One goes on the journey of Being
the is, is the Ishness One's feeling
The deep inner void of the All that there Ish
therein is the deep inner void
a presence of Oneness as Ishness that's Now
is a silence one cannot avoid
For here in the Self is the Ishness of Being
this Self-Ishness One is so free
infinite potential of All That There Is
and within is the freedom to Be
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 7 27 April 2009 - EXPRESSING PERFECT FREEDOM
"Freedom is another word for nothing left to lose". So sang Janis Joplin.
As a child whenever I heard the saying (after a "mistake" was made) "Oh I am only human" or "We're only human", and expressed in a defeatist tone, I always felt, and still do so, that when this comment is used, it is/was usually a cop out for not reaching for the highest expression of who we are....perfection, in such image as we are all born.
Remember Elsa, the lion, in the movie, "Born Free" Oh how I loved that movie, yet I cried every time I saw it as child. Matt Munro's rendition of the song, Born Free always stirs me deeply.
Here is a video link for those who wish to hear this beautiful song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_89U-N-5w0g&feature=related
We are first and foremost spirit beings having a human experience which, as we now know, is coming to an end as we have known it. We are beginning anew. As long as we remain in the containment of any limitation we stay stuck in the old paradigm and thus do not experience the full freedom which the new offers.
Jonathan Livingston Seagull has been my "mentor" for most of the past 2 years and on and off since the book was originally written in 1970. His simplicity in life's living shines through. His going against the will of the flock by following his heart sees him alone (all one). His living his passion to fly is magic. And in so doing, he demonstrates and expresses himSelf as a perfected and unlimited Being.
We are imaged as the Creator Source who is Perfect. This is why we are here - to each demonstrate this perfection in human form in our own unique way.
I quote from Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach
"Perfection doesn't have limits."
and
"All things between you and freedom must go."
Dependency in any form on anyone or anything outside of Self is a limitation.
Obligation in any form to anyone or anything outside of Self is a limitation.
Why? It obstructs perfect freedom.
In due time, all structures which we have created as human beings on our journey of "separation" will go, for they are limitations and this includes the greatest limitation of all for it forms the basis the human race as we have known it.
This structure is that of the family, for it is a limitation which has created great dependency on others outside of Self along with huge obligations. And this family structure is also exemplified in the communities of schools, governments, employment, churches and religions, cultures, and of course in relationships.
In process of creating such structures, we forgot who we are and HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. And now in the process of consciously remembering our true state of Being, we, in our heart of hearts know, that all that we have known will, in due process, be no longer.
Like it or not, if we choose or have chosen to ascend "All things between you and freedom must go"
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 6 26 April 2009 - YES, YES & YES
Whether to make "the move" or not has become extremely clear since writing my previous SW # 5 blog earlier today. The move is a clear Yes x3.
So what is/was the confusion? A challenge perhaps to see where my stance lay maybe.
You see, last week I received an email from a friend who knew I had been looking for a different 3D environment in which to live, away from the noise of the pub/hotel/lodgings I have been living in the past year. Her email gave details of a place which partially filled my requirements, but not fully. I chose not to take up her offer for it would compromise my 3D freedom status I currently have where I live presently, regardless of the noise! For me, freedom is far more important. It's been a long time coming and I know I can cope with the noise level here for a while longer.
So what caused the confusion? In essence, it was experiencing NOT having compromised mySelf!! Can you imagine that? We are or have been so steeped in the illusionary fear of being ourSelves that we have continued/continue to be so in process....time to stop NOW and BE who we are!!
So I have said no to a 3D move (for now) and, in going no where, I am now here by saying yes to moving foward to being Home as IAM, where IAM, here now.
"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God" (John 1:1)
IAM (is) The Word, whole, complete, perfect, one. Not split as I AM for that is past. IAM Here..
The words "EST IAM" (on my profile page) translates "IS HERE" - the tense is present, the moment is now. .
Conceived in Oneness,I am IAM. Going with the flow is going with one's own flow for within Self as All There Is, is the microcosm within the macrocosm. I have found it rather pertinent that even in the present climate of a seeming requirement to connect physically in groups and communities, I prefer to "go it al-one", rather than be group/community connected. For in so being, IAM All-One, Love, free, and Self-empowered.
I find mySelf always, in the end, coming back to Self and just Being IAM. I prefer one-on-one association or perhaps 2 or 3 rather that larger groups and communities. In the climate we are moving into, I find this preference rather interesting!
The Silent Watcher series is about me connecting at a deeper level with MySelf. It is shared in the hope that it may help others connect more deeply with ThemSelves. I listen, I appreciate, I share and let go.
So YES x3 to being Home in and as and of Self. The move is on and I am going no where, at least for now.
EST IAM is Here (and Now).
Love and light blessings
Elizabethxx
The Silent Watcher # 5 26 April 2009 - BEING THE KNOWING
As the contractions of rebirth continue, it is more evident to me than ever that confusion is part of the journey towards more and more crystal clarity. The journey of "Knowing ThySelf" presents one with opportunities to become all that one is - the reality of who we each are.
Presently I am experiencing the confusion jungle!! Like Tarzan, I swing from tree to tree like a pendulum... Do I do this or that..do I, don't I...back and forth.. don't know!! Do I say this or that? do I , don't I... Don't know!! Indecision, doubt, not sure whether to make "the move" or not.....yes, no, back and forth....
Was it a 2009 Confucius who coined the current phrase here in UK....."I am confusion.com?" Grin
Well, presently, "I am confusion.com!!"
Am I enjoying this space..... well, yes and no...lol.. I do see the funny side in the process of feeling these fear-based energies which are rising swiftly for release. I amaze mySelf at the confidence I can portray at times and then, there are times when a situation will present and wham.....back to the drawing board, so to speak. It's all good, it is said.
Yes, all IS good. However now we are releasing that which is not serving the HIGHEST good ....for ourSelves, and thus for the whole. And confusion aka indecisiveness, doubt, lack of confidence/security and trust in self is definitely not of the highest order in the new day approaching! (all root chakra/foundation of life stuff). In so doing, the clarity presents itself.
Choices, even the most mundane 3D ones can throw one when the foundation of life still evidences that of shifting sands rather than solid granite.
Lao Tzu said, "By doing nothing, all things are accomplished." So in be(com)ing the reality that IAM/WEARE, the doing flows effortlessly. The (human) doing is now a (human) being, at last!!..
We are conceived in Oneness and are now in the process of being rebirthed as the One Being that is this reality. All of the old programming is going now in the process of this birthing. Letting go, releasing through allowing all these old fears to course through us on their way out, allows the new love-based foundation to become more and more firmly established. Confusion ceases and clarity reigns....at last.
This knowledge is nothing new of course. However applying it to one's life right to the foundational core is. It is in the application of being this knowing that we truly are divine, we are living it as our reality.
This Divine Being is.
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
The Silent Watcher # 4 - 25 April 2009 - A STROKE OF LIGHT RELIEF
As I sit quietly watching the sea in motion, glistening in the morning sun's rays - something I tend to do often for it is so soothing - I am contemplating past, present, future all in One now moment.
About a year ago I first viewed the Jill Bolte Taylor stroke video where she discusses her experience of having a stroke with conscious awareness of what is happening....a wonderful privilege to see this beautiful soul share her story and the insights she gained.
Here is the link if you have not seen it:
http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/jill_bolte_taylor_s_powerful_stroke_of_insight.html
Somehow it struck me that this could have been me too had I not awakened when I did all those years ago with a spontaneous kundalini rising and begun my conscious spiritual journey to understand more about what life really meant. You see, my maternal family has a stroke history over several generations. My grandmother, my mother, her sister and brother all died of strokes in this lifetime. My mother, bless her, had one massive stroke and 8 smaller ones over 9 years before finally passing in 1994.
Over the last 7 or 8 years, I have been aware of much pressure in my head, but always felt ok about it for I have long embraced my physical immortality and that "all perceived illness and/or dis-ease is healing in progress" and also that "this too shall surely pass"
With one or two exceptions in the past to appease family and former employers, I have not frequented medical facilities for over 25 years, Nor taken any form of medication except an occasional aspirin. I "knew" instead the Christ saying:"Physician, heal thyself."
As we know on the ascension journey, there is realignment occurring at all levels of the soul and part of this is generational healing.
For the past year of so I have been releasing the mother principle (see Silent Watcher #2) and of course part of this is healing the maternal generational stroke history.
Last weekend I had my first migraine for sometime and I knew this had to mean some major shift was occurring as part of this. Over the past few weeks since the vernal equinox I have been releasing very heavy root chakra energies around death and other related issues.
I observed the headache process for as long as I was able before I requested a bit of (light!) relief from the ascended masters working their magic. I felt the energies of resurrecting oneness at work. I knew deep within that this was the beginning of this ancestral healing process for the right side of my head was filled with electrical impulses and huge pressure. I knew if I forced anything or over exerted myself in anyway in this process, I could so very easily induce something I would rather not experience!
So instead it was in my interest to stay as quiet and still as I could. The pain lasted about 24 hours however the week just gone has largely been one requiring ongoing stillness, inbetween short bursts of intervals online completing some writing projects. (Thankfully I have created a very simple 3D life and I only have myself to be accountable to and responsible for).
I have noticed that since the headache, my brain cannot really take large spells of listening to words nor the reading of large blocks of text before I "phase out" and all becomes a jumble. Instead it is presently a case of a little often...rather like the now recommended food diet! This can be rather challenging for one whose joy lies in crafting words into beautiful creations.
As the realignment continues I see an ongoing necessity to just be... still and silent, allowing the process to complete in divine timing. Rather like I have long been led to do, yet now with even more conscious awareness of the clearing that is occurring from the bottom up so to speak, the wiping clean of the base chakra of all the old energies, beliefs, concepts and constructs back to its original pure and pristine glory.
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
THE SILENT WATCHER # 3 24 April 2009 - ONE MOMENT
After a plethora of activity since Easter reflecting the rise in the energies, the past couple of days have brought one into a quiet space once again.
Presently I sit quietly, doing nothing, being with MySelf watching the sea out my window.
I am absorbed in its forever movement like a little child who cannot keep still perhaps. Its surface is a continual ripple at hightide's beckoning. No waves or white-caps. Instead, just a movement o'er which the herring gulls practise their flight of freedom on the air currents.
I am this constant movement, conceived in the oneness of life flowing in and through itSelf. In allowing the flow to Be through me, the movement stills my soul to Be One with its flow
So like the ebb and flow of the tides, a quiet moment to reflect, to integrate, contemplate, meditate and as a little child may do, day-dream.
For many years, in my mind's eye, I have seen a view of a young girl, aged about 10 perhaps, sitting cross-legged in a summer field of long grasses and wild-flowers. Dressed in white with gold sash, her light brown hair a mass of curls, is crowned with a garland of flowers. The skies are blue with light fluffy clouds skipping freely across the space in a light gentle breeze while the sun at midday glows a golden sheen upon all.
The girl is focussed upon her purpose - making a daisy chain or perhaps another garland of flowers. Alone, she is content in simply Being with HerSelf. The she that is me!
She is oblivious to all that may be occurring around her. Instead she is simply and freely being present in the moment. I feel her joy in her quiet solitude
Ahhhhh, the simple beauty, the serenity, the simplicity of freely just Being MySelf.
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
THE SILENT WATCHER #2 22 April 2009 - Releasing the Mother Principle
In process of undefining ourSelves, releasing old energies of all aspects of identity is one of the most challenging and perhaps one of the most important to consider is the mother principle. THE SILENT WATCHER #1 21 April 2009 - Life as a Reflection of Nature
All of 3D life is birthed through this, the mother principle. We have lived in the parent/child construct for eons and yet in this construct we must realise too that every father has a mother! Too we grace the title of mother on the earth, we have parented deity as Father/Mother God and much much more.
In the new paradigm we are charged with being responsible for all aspects of our own lives..no more needing to be parented or seen parenting others.....
So letting the mother principle go is ever so important at all levels otherwise we will never become our grownup selves as we are being required to do as ascending master beings....
In allowing this process consciously myself over the past year or so (still much to be released for this is a big one!), I am finding lots of stuff happening at my navel! This is the invisible link (residue with the past physical link, that is) we each have with "mother" which maintains the connection etherically..
I see the navel as an unhealed wound exemplified by a scar left behind by the cutting of the umbilical chord. Till the wound is healed and the scar dissipates (disappears) we will still have the old energies here which connect us to the past....and through this maintain a separate identity
This is a biggie as it effects us all...the navel scar has become an accepted part of the human anatomy rather than seen for what it truly is....it goes right back to the foundation of life for it is through this old foundation, based on fear and pain, we are each birthed Therefore we inherit these energies which become generational, so we can now see the need to strip back to the core of releasing ALL aspects of mothering....being mothered by others, needing to mother others... and in so doing, we release the father principle also. I am not talking about virtues attributed to parenting of course. Releasing the mother principle does not deny these beautiuf virtues for they are a natural part of us all regardless.
A need for suckling of breasts/being suckled during sexual encounters is a sign of mothering needs....one partner told me years back that he wished he could re-enter the safety and security of the womb experience....a fear of growing up perhaps! As long as we NEED, we are maintaining the concept that we are incomplete.
In the essence of Self Mastery,we are being charged with full responsibility for All aspects of our lives with full Self-accountability right back to our true foundation of origin as One Love Being. We are growing up at last, so no more is "mother"/"parent" required....and letting go of all the old energetics around this concept and construct goes all the way I feel, to releasing all around identity.
When the navel scar disappears from one's physical body, so too will the idea of a separate identity disappear also. Then will we realise our completeness, wholeness and perfection as created.
Enjoy the process!
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
A "hindsight" observation of how birds have reflected my life to date!
I was born and spent my childhood and early adult life in New Zealand where the native birds (winged variety that is) are, in the main, quiet and unassuming and just get on with life. The kiwi is the prime example I choose for this observation of Self!. Its dress is camoflaged with its forest floor environment, it does not like being seen (comes out at night), is largely shy and quiet and does not fly. Pretty much me to that point. In 1986 my life "turned upside down" and I moved to Australia, across the pond so to speak....and the pendulum swung.
In Australia, the birds there are beautifully colourful, loud, in your face and everywhere and can be a pest. I feel I became all of that in my time there! I choose the kookaburra for my Self here for it wakes one up with its loud laugh, never stops "talking", persistent, inquisitive and always there! A pest, maybe but definitely it perseveres!! So my time in OZ this became me to a Tee!!
After 16 years, I moved to Isle of Man, (12,000 miles away on the other side of the planet) and here the birds are largely the Kiwi/OZ balance...quiet yet very much present, they fly the currents of life with ease and grace and they are black and white and grey in the main. There are magical birds like the raven and the peregrine falcon and then the large herring gulls (oh how I love them for they remind me of JLS ), ever so numerous and flying the currents off the cliffs or from the shore, practicing flight. And many more of course. So which do I choose as "Me"....well, presently if would have to be the herring gull as flying free as JLS is what they represent to me. There are dark ones, light ones, but I love the young grey ones (to me grey is balance) learning to fly and practicing their riding of the currents in their learning to fly free.....Do I consciously fly free? Yes and no, sometimes, maybe....the transition/practise continues....
Love and light blessings
Elizabeth
