IAM THE ONE IAM

EXPRESSING PERFECT FREEDOM

Even as a child whenever I heard the saying (after a "mistake" was made or similar) "Oh I am only human"  or "We're only human", I always knew, and still do feel so, that when this comment is used, it is usually a cop out for not reaching for the highest expression of who we are....perfection, in such image as we are all born.

 We are first and foremost spirit beings having a human experience which as we have known it is coming to an end and we are beginning anew.....as long as we remain in the box/es of limitation/s of any description we will stay stuck and resist the full freedom which the new offers....that of being perfectly free....

 Jonathan Livingston Seagull has been my "mentor" for most of the past 2 years...but on and off since the book was originally written in the 1970s. His simplicity in life's living shines through, his going against the will of the flock by following his heart saw him alone (all one), his living his passion to express his perfection in flight was magic and in so doing he demonstrated/expressed his perfection - freedom.

 We are born in the image of the Creator who is Perfect.  This is why we are here.... to demonstrate this perfection in human form.

 I quote from Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach

 Perfection doesn't have limits.

 and

 All things between you and freedom must Go.

Dependency on anyone or anything outside of Self is a limitation, obstructing perfect freedom. In due time, all structures which we have created as human beings in our journey of "separation" will Go, for they are limitations... and that includes the greatest limiting structure of all and that which forms the basis the human race... the family structure.... it is a limitation which has created great dependency on others outside of Self... thus we forgot who we are and now in the process of conscious remembering awareness we in our heart of hearts know that over time all that we know will be no longer.....like it or not.....if we wish to ascend then that is what is required.....

 So if you wish to ascend then:

All things between you and freedom must Go

Elizabeth Feisst 18 December 2008

TRUTH AS A GRAIN OF SAND

I live at The Shore (hotel/guesthouse) right on the shore with the ocean literally the width of the roadway away.

As I write presently, I observe the cool, calm waters of the sea moving gently, fluidly, in ever-changing directional currents and becoming small waves breaking onto the sand and in places granite rock.

The shore is where the ocean meets the land... the point of connection with an overlap of one to the other - the merging if you will.

The sand on the shore, the beach, is an expanse of infinite billions of individual grains of sand, each unique in the expression of their beingness, each whole, complete and perfect in their individual differences and none accountable to another in so being. Together they form the space called the beach.

The granite rock, the foundation underlying it all periodically emerges from beneath expressing its strength and might. It is from this granite each individual grain of sand became through the constant ebb and flow of the oceans of time .

The essence of the beach, comprises the smoothness of all these infinite grains and is pleasurable to journey upon. Yet it is the individual grains of sand in their uniqueness which make up the constant changing format of the beach. And the beach is fully present within each grain of sand

The gentle waves continue to break in the ebb and flow, the everchanging movement of life everlasting. The beach never remains the same as the constant movement enables the shifting sands of time to move there place and space, resettling awhile, knowing however that another shift, another move, is imminent.

The shore is the place to be it seems.

Is there one Absolute Truth? Or is there infinite Truths? Or is there no Truth?... in the end, does it really matter?...

Perhaps it is more about the individual freedom to Be...OneSelf as a grain of sand

Elizabeth Feisst December 8 2008

SPIRITUAL SELF-ISHNESS

November has been a doozy...The planetary energetic shifting which continues on from the doozy month of October and of course that also doozy month of September and of course we can go back even further to the 8:8 stargate of August and .....back, back....

So back to doozy November.... first it was the US Elections with Barack Obama being elected.. a huge change, then came 11:11 stargate, followed by Taurus Full Moon and the beginning of the Mayan 6th Day.  Then on Monday/Tuesday (17/18) we had the beginning of the 4th energy boost, energies entering that are 4 times more powerful than those which came in with the 1st energy boost in early September. And I read that Saturn and Pluto have or are about to make some major shifts in the next few days

We're feeling the pinch of the work still to be done and crap is fanning everywhere.... (not just on this network...but several others too).....

Time to be the change we wish to see in the world,  getting off the cases of others and put Self where it should be ... right on top of the ladder in first place....this is self-responsibility....

Lots of sh!t is rising high in the face...my face, your face, humanity's face...if it affects me/you, deal with it... feel it and enjoy it (yeah????) love it into purity. Your's is yours, mine is mine and right now, I am dealing with mine and I have little time or energy (or to be honest, interest either, right now) to be there for another/others at the moment, as now it is my time to be fully present for me, for I am the most important person in my world.

There is a lot of stuff around presently reflecting hierarchy/elitism, feeling left out, inferiority, superiority, inequality, not good enough, don't deserve, control, being told what to do and not liking being told what to do and so on.......you know what I mean.. its been in our faces for like ages.... it has been the creation of we geniouses... called duality, or separation... we each created it, individually and collectively. And boy did we not do a good job, yes?

We are still reaping the rewards for all our hard work, the bones of all that which we have not yet dealt with, released, surrendered, forgiven, and so on and so on ...and it will continue to be in our faces till we shoot the lot in a hot air balloon and send it off over the Atlantic (or the Pacific or Indian) Ocean and off out into the universe/s

The following quote I feel says much of the cause of all the above....very profound, very powerful and I share it in the hope is will resonate with some like it has for me:

Quote from pages 112-113 Neale Donald Walshe Conversations With God Book 1

"You must first see your Self as worthy before you can see another as worthy. You must first see your Self as blessed before you can see another as blessed. You must first know your Self to be holy before you can acknowledge holiness in another.

If you put the cart before the horse ? as most religions ask you to do ? and acknowledge another as holy before you acknowledge yourself, you will one day resent it. If there is one thing none of you can tolerate, it is someone being holier than thou. Yet your religions force you to call others holier than thou. And so you do it ? for a while. Then you crucify them.

You have crucified (in one way or another) all of my teachers, not just One. And you did so not because they were holier than thou, but because you made them out to be.

My teachers have all come with the same message. Not ?I am holier than thou,? but ?You are Holy as am I?.

This is the message you have not been able to hear; this is the truth you have not been able to accept. And that is why you can never truly, purely, fall in love with another. You have never truly, purely, fallen in love with your Self.

And so I tell you this: be now and forever centred upon your Self. Look to see what you are being, doing and having in any given amount, not what?s going on with another.

It is not in the action of another, but in your reaction, that your salvation will be found"

And guess what?

And the greatest teacher we have crucified is our Self, that God Self inside each of us...that which, in the process of creating our separation experience, we have denied.

No longer... time to Be.... Self-ishly

LET'S ADDRESS THE EGO

What is the ego anyway but that part of God/dess which believes itself separate from Itself... which it is not, and never has been...

How often we hear of the ego being that "little devil" which needs killing off...do we really?? Do we really need to kill off a part of God/dess..if we think that, then would we not be "destroying" a part of God/dess? And that is an impossibility of course!!

Would it not be better to see an honourable purpose for the ego and address this as part of the God/dess plan?

And we talk about Divine/God's Will and free will as separate and, yet in truth, the true understanding of Free Will is the Will that is fully Free, and that surely is Divine/God's Will... all is One, remember.. there is no separation..the ego has veiled this truth from us but no longer... and boy did it do its job perfectly... well done ego!

So what is resistence?  Is it the ego playing games to keep one separate from who we are... we have never been separated, remember.. we have always been as God/One, we just forgot, that's all...again perfect job ego!

The ego as I am coming to see it has played its part to the perfection it is designed for..to have us fulfill the divine plan to experiencing the separation experiment which God/dess wished to experience...and boy did the ego do a great job.. should we not honour it for it doing its job perfectly? 

Is not the ego the veil which we as God/dess brought down to conceal ourselves from our reality of God/dess? ... the veil is being/has been lifted now which means to me that the ego as a "separate" entity no longer is but is now fully re-merged with God/dess in full expression of divinity..

So there is only One Will, that is Divine, which is the Will of God/dess expressed freely, infinitely and without limitations...the ego was that link/veil which we as God/dess set up as part of the experiment of the separation experience...

And the ego is that part of God we have given the sign of disapproval while all along it was doing its job to perfection... God/dess is perfection remember... and as that is who/what we are, perfect expressions of the diivne, how can we not honour the perfect ego as one expressive part of the whole divine essence of All there Is?

We have tainted the ego with the brush of it getting "in the way" of our true Selves, when all along it was performing its job description to perfection in the separation experiment... love now at last the ego as a wondrous expressive aspect of ourselves  and give it the loving gratitude it deserves as its job it now complete...give it the rest it deserves.... the veil pulled back now to reveal All There Is and that is us.

The ego's job is done..It has been Divine Will freely expressed so now let it retire gracefully in full honour with  the highest reward... The Noble Peace Prize 

Love to All Divine Egos 

ACCEPTANCE AND ALLOWANCE

We are living in times when the old ways are no longer relevant.  Doing things in the old ways continues division and thus the old model of separation continues to emerge.

In these new times of unknown we are being charged with the honour of being creator/s and co-creators of life/our lives and as such a whole new approach is being encouraged.

In these times of unknown, it can be seen as a blur of "I do not know how to do it" OR we can take our place in the sun and be the creators we are and always have been, but in a conscious way knowing that what we choose/do/feel/think/create affects all.  Hence the new way charges us too with full responsibility.

Coming from the place of perfection, wholeness, completeness in which we are created, is coming from a place of full ACCEPTANCE of who we already are and always have been...

This is living from the centre of life, God/dess and creating from this "I Am/We Are (already) That I Am/We Are" space...

It is the place of FULL ACCEPTANCE that in being who we are all has been done and that there is in fact nothing more to do except align/realign with this  fact.

This realignment is the process of ALLOWANCE of this fact to be so and through the acceptance the allowance of all to be takes  place naturally and in accordance with natural/universal/divine law.

This approach to creation is in fact a 180 degree turn of perspective and one's perception becomes that of God/dess and thus one is now fully expressing this state consciously

This allows for any aspect which is out of balance with this divine state to come into line (alignment) in the natural way without having "to do" anything (it already has been done, remember!)

This is the Law of Balance... this is the new process/way of creating... by realisation that there is nothing to create in fact except align with what it is/how it is/that which is...and in this realisation ( real-eyes-action ) what is required will manifest of the highest order before our eyes....without any "work" on our part except for allowing for it all to be so through acceptance of it all........

This is the truth..this is freedom, this is empowerment, this is divine love, this is God/dess at play...creating infinitely, unlimitedly, naturally, universally.... 

This not only applies to our individual status of course, but also to the mass consciousness too. I am/We Are  One with God/dess  for I am/We Are already and always have been  God/dess..we just forgot, that's all

The new energies, by whatever name they are known, with the attributes of platinum love, oneness, freedom and empowerment allow for the utilisation of all this approach beautifully as we no longer are reliant on anything outside of self.  We are the platinum love (blended energies remember of gold (masculine) and silver (feminine) ) and thus oneness in being, fully free and fully empowered.

So drink in the energies, ACCEPT in full (we are fully paid up remember!) who/what we are and ALLOW for all that is ours' to come to us..bring oneself into alignment through the change of one's perspective ..don't be as God/dess, be God/dess.

Think of the consequences of this new focus... no healing required as we are/all is perfect and whole and complete already...peace already is now, love is already now, joy is already now, material need already is now in abundance if that is the focus,  and so on... All is NOW...

Focus on what is NOW in the New Day not on what is playing out in our world presently which is the result of the past NOW creation, created from the point of believing we were separate

Time to play joyfully folks, time to rest in the peace that passes all understanding, time to feel from and as the heart of God in full knowingness that all is done, now let's be.... the HU (spirit) MAN BEING we always have been ... DIVINE, GLORIOUS,  MAJESTIC, EMPOWERED, COMPASSIONATE, fully expressed, fully manifested.

Accept and allow this to be so in full simplicity of the new reality. This is the Law of Attraction naturally being.

Turn one's perspective around 180 degrees... Be from the perspective of God/dess and now live eternally...manifest from and as the Source that which one already is.

LET IT (accept and allow it to) BE

DEPRESSION AND SPIRITUALITY

So many I hear of in the course of my travels these days are being challenged with depression

This is something I have been challenged with all my life, in teenage years and later after the birth of each of my children post natal depression only exacerbated it... even today I have occasional short spells - usually lasting a few hours or perhaps a day at most - and looking back from where I am now and knowing what I now know, I am so thankful for this being part of my journey... it has made me a stronger person in the process of overcoming what is in reality an illusion, yet a very real experience when in the midst of, as it has propelled me on time and again to become more and more at One with who I am (we all are)... whole, complete and perfect Beings, divinely created in the image of the Prime Creator...

Depression is the opposite to Expression as I see it now... one being the "denial"/separation from who we are and the other being the full expression/acceptance of who we are. 

We are now transitioning into the new reality of Oneness/unified state, thus no longer seeing ourselves as separate and seeing that we are the creators of our lives and always have been... more and more with the realisation and conscious acceptance of who we are and thus integrating all our separated parts into our oneness of Being, we see that the choices we make can move us closer to or further away from this central unified state of One. (This central, zero point being the coming together of light and dark into that void state of neutrality)

Thus the realisation that we are fully responsible for who we are at any given moment and as such becoming more and more aware of our thoughts/choices/words and action.  We have chosen to be who and how we are right at this moment and can change through changing our mind/heart at any time...by couscious choice of course.

This is the principle of conscious manifestation in process and gratitude I have found is a huge part of it as it softens one's heart attitude and thus the vibrational state to which we resonate... remembering all is energy of course.

Marianne Williamson, that wonderful soul of A Course in Miracles fame, has written an article in her journal on this topic and I post the link for your further reading......

http://www.mwblog.com/journal/archives/2005/03/spirituality_an.php

In ONE Love

Why do we need to explain ourselves? Let's just be ourselves!

Frankly I have done with explaining myself, defending myself, justifying myself, being other than who I am.

What others think and feel I should be, really no longer is of any concern of mine....it is none of my business in fact. And more, no longer interests me.....

We are in a place and space of being who we are... we may not "fit" into the way others feel we should be, would be, have been:  live our lives by other's standards, believe as others feel we should....does it matter?  To me, no.

It is  the eternal moment of Now....

It is the time of freedom...which of course encapsulates full responsibility for choices and decisions made, so it is wise that these be made with the good of all/One in mind.

I am coming more and more to a place that exemplary living is more important that intellectual discussion....

On reflection I have learnt more wisdom from detached observation and reflection and thus through experiential process of implementing these observations into my own life than ever I did in a religious environment or being told what to do by others or how I should be, what I should say/do, and so on....

Life is really about allowance and acceptance of who we each are, we each be, we each feel.

Pure Love allows and accepts... no judgment, no condemnation with full individual responsibility

I Am That I Am.... You Are That You Are..............that is freedom of love in action......at least in my experience.

Let It Be

"BEAM ME UP, SCOTTY"

I have been considering more and more the process of ascension/evolution of recent days and as I do so, I see, more and more, that it is not as we have been taught the way Jesus ascended, but more the state of evolving gradually on the vertical journey experience yet at the same time along a horizontal path.  Let me explain.

Using the analogy of the "Cross", with its vertical and horizontal arms bisecting at the heart centre, I see/understand the following at this time.

The ongoing influx/descension of energies from on high transmute the denser energies of the material third dimensional environment in which we have been living for eons. Thus the horizontal arms of the cross rise/are rising higher and higher along with the heart centre and all others centres too of course.

It is sort of like a cylindrical vertical beam bisected by a cylindrical horizontal beam which alters its position of height on the vertical  as more energies are transmuted to light. 

A crude illustration:

         ^
          l
          l
          l

   <----------->        
          l                
          l
          l

The horizontal arm of the "cross"  rises up the vertical as the denser energies are transmuted and at the same time the vertical arm of the "cross" moves along the horizontal.  At the same time, each arm is revolving one way or the other in circular motion.  

I am now seeing this as the gradual ascending/evolving process on the vertical axis of the "Cross".

As each arm moves upwards and along, the Centre of Everywhere (the heart centre!) is constantly moving  in each moment showing how all happens in the Eternal Now moment simultaneously and sequentially.

The horizontal represents the past, present, future of duality and supposed "separation" from Source with the vertical representing living life in and through being in the constant presence of the ONEness of our divinity, here and now.

Thus is the change of perspective required....ie from horizontal, linear, material to that of the vertical, present, divine eternal now moment. Here one is in the presence of ONE and thus is life the new way of being.

So "Beam me up, Scotty" could be seen as an analogy for life moving upwards in the process of evolution as we move along the path of a never-ending, ongoing changing reality. The constantly changing process allows one to move back and forth along the horizontal (Dr Who!!!) and the vertical (the "shape-shifting" of higher and lower multi-dimensional reality)

I am sure there is more to come here, but I share what I am currently seeing.

THE CENTRE OF EVERYWHERE

Everywhere is the Centre, the Divine, the Source, God, the true essence of Being. No matter where we are or what we are being/doing, the Centre is there, everywhere, for there are no limitations, no boundaries, no beginning, no end. A circular experience is life in full divine expression of One-ness, yet the circle has no circumference. 

In continual flow, moving, vibrating, pulsing, expanding consciousness is consciously expanding, thus the Centre of Being is constantly on the move.

In stillness, One is moving silently and as one listens,  Life as Love reverberates through one's vessel of service. Everywhere is this Centre of Life as Love creating, expressing, manifesting, evolving.

Centre of All There Is is All There Is being all there is. There is nothing else in fact and that is the way it has always been. Everywhere, in all time and space, simultaneously and sequentially, the lineal or vertical axis with the Centre of All there is being the All-directional crossroads. 

From the Centre of Everywhere, the All- directional crossroads, one's choices are assured, fully and universally supported, made with the Go(o)d of All at heart. For there is the Centre of Everywhere, at the heart of It All.

And at the heart of It All is Everything, Being All There Is.  And that Everything Being All There Is, is each one of Us, uniquely expressing All There Is as One, yet whole and complete, each Now and Eternal Moment as Everything in the Centre of Everywhere .

SURRENDERING FURTHER TO LIFE'S PROCESS

With the continued collapse of the old matrix happening (in the ethers presently, but in time to manifest materially), one is continually challenged to live life in the new now present moment, making choices for the good of the whole/One (rather than for self alone) and harmonising with all there is.

This I am finding is a huge learning curve, as I know many others are also.  It involves letting Life come to me, rather than forcing it to happen or even making it happen.

The principle involved in the new matrix being created is that all is and has been created and it is just a matter of tapping into the universal creation and manifesting it.

Recently I have been challenged to let go more and more of the most basic issues surrounding day to day living.  Currently it is the issue of accommodation.

I have been living temporarily with a dear friend for the past 18 months and know now that the time is close to moving on... but where to?  There are certain options here on the IOM where I could happily move to, but am getting "whammed" in all directions telling me this is a definite NO. Driven by past programming, I have felt the need to put out feelers for a new place... wham... my signals telling me that this is not the way to proceed any more have come into play bigtime.  My attempting to make it happen no longer works for the highest good.

So here I am, with a short time to go, not knowing where I am to be and seeing at last that the need is that the highest good is to allow "it" to come to me...mmmm...

Trusting completely, I surrender, getting my ego-self out of the way,  rather than continue to push and force.  Trial and error being the process of learning in this unknown new matrix.....rather than attempting to control the outcome, the highest good is served best by allowing the universe to "speak" its intent.

"Reading" the new process is the challenge.  Trusting and knowing that all is as it is thus accepting and allowing this to be so is the purest love in action I feel, for it is allowing the divine to flow through me as a vehicle of service to Love, and directing me where I am required, rather than me dictating how and where I am to be.

We are transitioning, leaving the old behind, drawing a line in the sand and stepping over it to live life in and with complete trust, free of fear, fully in love, knowing that all is supported as it always has been.

It is like learning to walk again. This has been shown me bigtime recently as my legs/thighs have rendered me helpless several times of recent weeks...I collapsed some weeks ago as my legs just would not hold me up.  Recently while at my workplace, I have felt so weak in the legs I have wondered how I would get through the day serving my customers... so all is transforming, rebirthing, renewing, regenerating.

In the surrender process, one trusts that all that occurs is meant to be. There is nothing "right" or "wrong"  All is as it has been created to be.  In the process of creating the new matrix, we are bound to experience that which has never been so before in a way never seen before.  No need to be in judgment or condemnation, for all is well.

So furthering the process of surrendering involves letting go completely of the old in order for the new to be fully embraced.....crossing the line in the sand to the unknown cautiously yet boldly.

New wine requires new wineskins.

Let It Be and so It Is