Elizabeth's Poetry Haven

My dear angel sister Ambika  from Europe is expressing her beauty as the fullness of herSelf and it gives me great joy to create a space on my website to share here her writings. Blessings to you dearest Ambika on your continuing experience of Self.

Love Elizabethxx

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Creation

For many months now

It has been there

This energy inside

Constantly moving

Always holding a promise

Raw passion

Silently growing

Towards creation

Slowly feeling around

Searching for Expression

In this now ready for full emergence

In total freedom, non-definition

From this seed

Springs forth Creation

Blossoming and ready to Dance

Dance with Self

Twirl with reality

Jive with You

Inviting Self and You

To growing into Self even more

The Flower is opening up

Showing its true colors

Dancing in the wind

Honoring the drops of the rain

Enjoying the touch of the Sun

I AM AMBIKA

AND I LOVE YOU

 

Heaven and Earth

There are these moments
That Beauty between dimensions enfolds
I experience the Beauty
And tell my smiling self
There is definitely more between heaven and earth

And all of a sudden I realize
I can experience as much
Between Heaven and Earth
As I can see Self
As I can BE SELF

The more I see of me
The more the veil will fade away
The more dimensions will blend
The more I will experience ALL
The more I will BE ALL

I AM in HEAVEN
I AM on EARTH
I AM HEAVEN
I AM EARTH
I AM

~  Ambika  ~ 

18 August 2009

 

A Change Within

Somehow I feel so different
Even more me
There is this connectedness I am feeling
Starting with ME

I become still so often
Realizing
I really am this Energy Being
Instead of the Human I thought I was

There is this knowingness
Very silent inner knowingness
My mind tries to grasp it
Without success

So I choose to stay in my heart
To stay in the NOW
Being in wonderment
About Self

This NEW DAWN
We’ve known it in our hearts
Now it’s here
Beyond anything I could have imagined

All is well,
Never before was I so sure
We truly are
The Heart of All Things

So I will just enjoy
Stay in wonderment
And in this flow
Hand in hand with you

I AM LOVE WITH ME
I AM LOVE WITH YOU
I AM LOVE WITH ALL THAT IS
I AM AMBIKA

August 2009

 

The Gift of Letting Go

Today I let go again
Freeing my heart
Freeing my Beingness

I asked my heart to let go
Of all little entanglements
And it did

Freeing me
Freeing others
Into Beingness

My heart became fluid
Moving in the wind
Carried by Oneness

Then it relaxed
Becoming whole
Flowing Love in Balance

So much Love for Self
So much Love for All
So much Love

And I just smile
I AM

Ambika

1 July 2009

 

My heart to yours – Michael Jackson

I love you and I always will
Sitting in this moment
Allowing some tears
For the beauty that you are
I found some beautiful wild rose leaves
They reminded me of you
Such a colorful being
Such purity
Untouchable purity
Shining on, no matter what

You showed us so much
You taught us about Balance
About dreaming and playfulness
How to live that
I am forever grateful
I know you now pass this on to us
You stopped this creation of your essence
Because you believe in us
We will live this, more than ever
Being like this child
Just following our hearts

This is not goodbye
This is hello
To your essence within us
So we will be connected even more
Forming this big heart
Filled with your essence
We will play on together
Building bridges
For all who wanna find that essence within
Who wanna look at the man in the mirror
And know that they will never be alone
Because you will be there

Ambika

June 2009

 

Eja I, Oja I

And so it begins, and always will be
I can see the truth
So simple, so elegant
It’s All in my heart
It’s all in YOUR heart

Self Love flows All over
Innocence radiates
This innocence
is who I Am
Is where I found me

And I just know
This Innocence
Is gonna touch hearts
Is allowing me
to be this satellite

A satellite dancing around
Touching hearts
Opening hearts
invite All to be
love and innocence together

Life is grand
And I am so grateful
So humble
So Love
and innocence

I thank you All
for who you are
For journeying with me
Heartbeat next to heartbeat
Become one big heart of innocence

Ambika

(with beauty crystals pouring out of her eyes)

June 2009

 

I have found this girl inside of me

I have found this girl inside of me
That is so in Love with Self
That is so in Love with All

This girl, I, feel so happy
I enjoy each moment
Experience it as a gift

There is so much beauty inside of me
So much to experience
In full Love and Joy

I feel so much safety
coming from the inside
I just know my heart is my home

And then words don’t suffice
I just glow
In stillness and wonderment

Ambika

June 2009

 

Living my Universe

I know, I feel
I am walking around in the Universe that is me
Which feels so natural
So aligned with me
So One with me

It feels like being in this bubble
A safe space
I which I can be Me
In which I can express
All that I Am

Different in every Now
But always in Beauty
Always in Love
Always in Harmony
An ever going flow

So I walk on in trust
Creating my path
Expecting and allowing change
Being change
Simply Being

Ambika

12 June 2009

 

Me

Being with Me
Being Me
It feels so total,
peaceful and serene
Alive, free and joyful

It’s like an endless shower of BLISS
In which I blossom
In which I feel so much Love
I can’t do anything but emit it
My Love is inviting all of yours to dance
An eternal and ever surprising dance
Always different, always in harmony

We become still again
In a silent wonderment
Of the Beauty that we are
We just know we are One, all is One
And love is our connector
In deep trust we let go again
To maybe meet in a next now
But always in connection

Ambika

10 June 2009

I want to be like the sun

I want to be like the sun

With her ever shining rays

Touching everything around her

Touching All that is with her love

 

I know I have this sun in me

But don’t always allow it shine

Not even within myself

That is a heart in non-action

 

I want to be my heart in action

Always looking for what love should do

Always shining my rays of Love

And touching All that is

 

This is who I am

This is who you are

I want to make this difference

And always be this walking beam of love

 

Ambika

 

I am a child of Light

 

I am a child of light
I've always known.
I knew
but couldn't share
I, my core,
could not be seen.
Parents, peers,
others
They didn't understand
So I rambled.

I
I stutter
to hide my truth
Looking for new meaning
except for mine
Adapting me

I
I am not who I am
not knowing who that could be
I just go along
feeling scared and insecure

I
I search
I try to find myself
Looking for my core
Different people
Different events
Are finding my path
Showing me the way
Coming closer every day
on my way to joy

I
I am a child of light
I enjoy everything around me
More people like myself every day
They also know
How to be a child of light

I
I feel at home now
I touch my love
I reach for my strength
I embrace the light
that I choose to be

You
Yes You
You are a child of light too
Feel how my light
touches your heart
Feel us vibrating as one
To Light
To Love
To Home

I am you are me
We are One

Ambika